Pyar Ke Rishte (Completed)

Chapter 36: Her Words.

Ruhana glanced at her and asked "tumhe exams dene they batana chahiye tha na.. Kya hum tumhe mana karte?"

Manvi smiled and replied "ab har cheez aapko batau main? Bina bataye nahi samajhti ho aap?"

Ruhana said "mannu jabtak tu batayegi nahi koi kaise samjhega.."

She smiled sarcastically.

"It is fine mumma.. Aap apni iss beti ka khayal rakhiye aur apne bete ka bhi meri fikar karne ki zaroorat nahi hai" she said and turned to leave.

Ruhana held her hand and came in front of her "kya kehna chahti hai tu? Already tu itni padhai miss kar chuki thi isliye humne socha next year tujhe daal denge school mein.."

"Yahi baat hai mumma aapne socha.. Par zaroori nhi jo aap socho sahi ho hamesha" she said meaningfully.

"Kya aapne kabhi mere dil ka haal jaanne ki koshish ki main kya chahti hun? Aapke faisle mujhe kitna hurt karte hai?" she asked...

"Aur jo tune apni baaton se mujhe hurt kiya? Uska kya?" Ruhana asked..

"Haa maine kiya.. Galti hui mujhse par kya aapne meri galatfehmi ko thik karne ki koshish ki? Pehle hi mujhe bata deti ki mannu tere papa ache insan nhi they isliye maine unhe choda.. Toh aaj main aapse itni door nahi hoti" she said emotionally and tears started to brim down her eyes.

Ruhana sighed deeply.. "Mannu dekh pehle jo hua.. Wo tu samajh nahi paayegi aur main tujhe samjha nhi paungi"

"Yahi ha na mumma.. You gave up on me.. Isliye 10 saal tak ye bhi pata nhi kara main zinda hun ki mar gayi" she said..

Ruhana shouted "manvi.."

"No mumma.. Ab ye mat kehna ki meri khushi ke liye aapne mujhe nahi dhundha.. Par ye aapne kaise socha ki main aapke bina khush rah sakti hun?" she asked..

"Mannu.. Tu"

"Yes mumma.. Main uss waqt nasamajh thi.. Aur bhi hun sabki baat maan leti hun jo kehta hai sahi hai sahi maanti.. Galat ko galat maanti hun.. Insecure hun possessive hun jo bhi hun... par did you even try to clear my misunderstanding?" she demanded an answer..

"Vikrant papa kehte rahe tumhari mumma buri hai mujhe yakeen nhi hua par situations ne mujhe majboor kiya maanne pe ki aapko mujhse ab pyaar nhi hai.. Nafrat nhi thi aapse kabhi par narazgi thi ki aapne aasani se mujhe jaane diya" she said in a low and painful tone.

"Tum khud gayi thi.." Ruhana said..

"Gayi thi mumma.. Par 10 saal mein aap aaye mujhe samjhane? Nahi kyuki aapke paas thi Avni aur Vihaan jo aapke jeene ki wajah bane par mere paas kya tha kuch nhi.." Manvi said closing her eyes..

"Uss insan ne sirf kuch din pyaar kiya mujhe uske baad.. Meri favourite cheez se alag karte rahe.. But I never gave up kyuki kahi na kahi mujhe vishwas tha aap aaoge mere paas.. Kyuki you always said I am special and you love me the most.." she said, pouring her heart out.

"Par shayad.. Mai." she just could not express.

"Bura laga Avni ki tumhe scholarship nhi mila?" she asked, eyeing at Avni..

"Mujhe bhi laga tha jab tumne maths comepetiton jeeta.. Tum first priority ban gayi mumma ki.." Manvi said..

"Nahi mannu ye galat hai.. Tum toh"

"Please mumma I don't need any explanation aap sabke saath firse hun main par phir bhi laga ki akeli hun main.. Avni Vihaan baat karte they.. Main kya kahu samajh nhi aata tha mujhe.. Awkward feel hone laga mujhe phir I decided main exams dungi aur yahan se chali jaungi" Manvi said..

"Nahi mannu.. Tu nahi jaa sakti mujhe chodke.." Ruhana said..

"Mumma main chali gayi toh aapki zindagi mei koi farak nhi aayega.. Par haan mujhe dukh zaroor hoga ki mujhe jo samajhta tha wo mere paas nhi hai" Manvi said wiping her tears.

"Mannu tu.."

"Please mumma.. Main yahan nhi rah sakti...saath hoke bhi lage ki door hai isse acha hi main yahan se chali jau" she said with a firm tone.

"I know you will be happy without me, because you have a family.. Mera kaise hun ya hongi isse kisiko farak nhi padega" she said with a painful voice.

"Aise jaane se rishte toot nhi jaate hai mannu" Ruhana said emotionally.

"Haa mumma.. Janti hun par rishton ko zabardasti bande rakhne se zyada takleef hoti hai" she said meaningfully

"Tum phir galat samajh rahi ho" Ruhana said..

"No mumma.. Main gussa karungi rude houngi isse Vihaan pe galat asar padega.. And I don't want that to happen.. Aapki jagah koi nhi le sakta meri zindagi pe par meri jagah lene waale bahut hai.. " she replied..

"Kabhi jo aap mere liye pyar se karti thi aaj mujhe sirf majburi nazar aa rahi hai.. Rishte chahe jitne bhi gehre ho par karwahat unpe hoti zaroor hai.. I am sorry mumma main nahi accept kar paa rahi hun ye sab" Manvi said with teary eyes.

Avni came forward and argued with her "tum paagal ho kuch bhi bole jaa rahi ho.."

'Tum meri takleef nhi samajh sakti Avni.. cze you have my mumma and papa jinhone tumhari har wish puri ki.. Tumhara bachpan acha gaya.. But I lost everything.." Manvi said in a hurtful tone.

Ruhana gave her a look, she was standing silent.

Manvi went inside the room closing the door. She sat down on the floor and cried. She loves her mother but she can't see her getting far away from her in front of her eyes.

Avni requested "mumma please samjhao na use..ladai jagde har family mein hote hai par aise chodke nhi jaate hai na"

Ruhana was in tears, she silently walked upstairs to her room. 

Manvi filled the application form and submitted it. She wanted to go away from this country, where her life has been full of pain, tears nothing else. The relations which she thought to be hers were never hers

To be continued..

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