Deciding My Direction (on hold to edit)

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Okay so this is just an update type thing. 

Anywaay. 

Super super sorry about not updating as often as I should for EVERYTHING :/

School and other things are riding my ass and I'm trying to keep up with everything but it's difficult. Imma keep writing though. 

Which, I figured I'd give you an idea of what I have written so far

 - The ending

 - The alternate ending

 -A 'Little Things" inspired chapter 

 - The 2nd to last chapter

 -About six (ish not sure) chapters from now chapter

 -The last straw (dun dun dun) 

 AND. (For every story that iss going to have them) every one of the kids names and birthdays written down. >And a few pictures of who is who ;)<

BONUS- I have an idea for a Liam story. I love Payzer to death, and I hat ehtey broke up okay. I had like a three day ice cream and chocolate and teary eyed rememberance of it.. 

SO. After that was over I had an idea. For a Liam story. I'm very excited over it and I just need to know if I should write it or not. So heres my idea: 

Siran doens't get out much. She's too cooped up in the hospital twenty four seven to really know much about the outside world, she's much to focused on her fifth relapse to really care. She never really got the chance to be a normal teenager due to her fighting cancer for most of her life. So, when a certain boyband member walks in and she has no idea who he is and why he hides everything, she digs into it. She tries to uncover why he happens to hide why he has been missing from the hospital without a single word for months on end. She wants to know why Liam is hiding so much from her and when it'll stop, and NOW. 

OR

Being a sixteen year old girl makes it almost defininate that you fall in love with the latest boyband and become a fangirl. Unless you happen to be a sixteen year old girl on her fifth cancer relapse named Ronni Winchester. Ronni doesn't even care, not really. She doesn't want to like some stupid boyband or any of its stupid members. She has more important things to worry about. So when Liam Payne shows up and mentions that he's in a boyband, she is  completely uninterested and doesn't think twice about him, but she keeps running into him. She isn't quite sure how to break it to him that she really wants nothing to do with a dumb boyband or boyband member, but Liam isn't the kind to give up. But y'know, neither is Ronni. 

So, please choose one and maybe help me with a name for the book? :D 

Please and thank you<3 I'd appriciate it, a whole lot.