Chapter 11: Stupid Hate

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A searing pain shoots through my chest as it rises and falls. I scrunch up the fifth note that has been written in blood telling me that I am not safe.

“GET ME OUT OF THIS STINK-WRENCHING HOSPITAL!”  Anxiety starts to kick in. Making my breathing increase, and my vision blurred.

What is going to happen to me?

Am I going to die?

Who is after me?

Why do they hate me so much?

Help?

 Who am I kidding? No one will help me.

Why would anyone want to help me? I’m stupid. Stupid bitch.

That’s what the kids at my school said.

Maybe they’re right.

Fuck, they are right.

I can’t do this anymore.

I can’t

I can’t

I can’t

I can’t

I can’t

 I wrench forward, fingers clawed and start striving towards the door. The wires follow behind me. My veins pop out as my fingers curl up into a fist.

“FUCK THIS PERSON!” I scream from the top of my lungs. Doctors and nurses stare at me from windows. No one is stopping me now.

One leg lifts up, pain shooting through my calf. I drop my leg onto the chair and lift the other one onto the table.  

I stand up straighter, nurses, patients and doctors slowly turning towards me.  

A/N: 2 months ago I updated it... oops... WELL blame fucking school and exams. BUT it's summer holidays (in Australia) SO that means MORE FASTER UPDATES! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY!! But also next year I'll be doing a VCE subject so I'll have more homework and sacs and stuff. Well see ya ya'll have fun fucking and be safe~

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