The Forest Guardian

Chapter 22

Lucy sighs.

"Samantha Garth, don't get yourself tangled in you own web of lies more than necessary."

I sigh and rest my head on my front paws. She's right. But I can't really tell him anyway, since that would mean that I'll have to say what I am. And I don't want that.

Not yet at least.

"Since when did you become so wise, oh dear Alpha?"

I shoot up in my legs and turn around just to find Emight standing there, his tale moving slightly.

I send a glare Lucy's way, feeling how my mouth begins to go dry.

"When did you switch from mind-link to normal talking?" I question through our mind-link, my tone not really friendly.

"When I said your name." Lucy states calmly, stubbornly talking out loud.

I sigh frustrated and turn my attention to Emight, who looks a little spaced out. Luke's probably wondering what's going on.

"Calm your tits man! I'm about to tell you."

My eyes wide as I realise what Emight is about to do.

My mind wants to snarl, shutting the werewolf up, but it's like it can't.

I can't even move.

My legs or tale, not even my mouth obeys my commands.

First I begin to panic.

My heartbeat speeds up, I feel my tongue slipping out if my mouth, liquid drooling down from it. At the same time my mouth still feels really dry.

Then I get mad.

Why can't I move? What's going on really?!

Then I feel a betrayed. Lucy kind of set me up. She knows I'm not ready to tell Luke about me being... me. I know I shouldn't be mad at her, since she just woke up and I wasn't even sure she would, but I can't help it.

Then again, I was doomed to tell Luke sometime... Even if that times wasn't now.

"So you see that wolf standing in front of the Alpha?"

Snap out of it Samantha. Do something, anything!

"Yeah, she's Samantha! Crazy am I right?"

My gaze is on the ground. Not in a defeated way, but I don't have anywhere else to put it really. My composure is still proud, even if I feel humiliated.

This isn't how it's supposed to be revealed.

I don't know how I thought it would be, but not Lucy telling it for me.

It makes me feel like a coward. I couldn't even tell him myself. I'm so pathetic.

But at the same time I know I aren't one. The reasons that have been holding me back from telling him are legit, even if they're starting to get a little old.

"What she is? I... I have no idea."

I small smile bubbles up upon my lips against my permission.

At least he doesn't know that.

I kind if have a feeling that I should add a "yet", but I'm not sure.

The question is if he really wants to know?

I don't think so.

He would probably feel as if he needed to tell someone.

But I can't really know that...

I feel a new presence in the glade, and when I turn around the two females are back.

I give them a half-hearted smile, as they walk straight up to Lucy, nudging her friendly. Greeting their Alpha back to consciousness.

Luke knows. I can't do anything about it.

The worst part must be that someone else told me before I even had a chance to.

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A/N:

About the media; I told her I'll put it on my wall... but on here works just as fine, right? Plz take note of the last sentence, mostly the word BEST (omfg what iz lif even)

Soooooo. What just happened this chapter... What's happening next chapter...

I know!

Oh yeah. Too bad that it's just me that can cry alone in a corner at it, since I won't post it....

...until I've got the ending under control. So in like... 3 days, maybe less....

O.o

KAY BYE DONT KILL ME

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