ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍɪɴᴇ | ᴊᴇɴʟɪsᴀ

JenLisa- Kai

Her smile. It was all I needed.

3 months have passed. I miss her. I can't bear a day without her. Here I am in a bar with Jisoo, drowning my sorrows. I can't help it. It's all his fault. If he hadn't come, everything would be alright.

"Jennie, cheer up! I can't have you sulking today. We need to go home! Concert week is just around the corner and you can't be like this!" Jisoo yelled. I didn't pay attention and kept chugging my beer. She snatched it away kept it far from me.

"What the fuck Jisoo, give it back." I said.

"No way in hell. You want it back? Take it from me in another time. You need to snap out of it!" She said. I groaned as she helped me up towards the car. She closed the door and our manager started driving.

"Really Jennie, you should stop drinking. Manager, you should be scolding her!" Yelled Jisoo.

He chuckled. "Even if I did try to, wouldn't it be useless? Even if I threatened her that she could lose her position as an idol, that wouldn't stop her, won't it Jennie?" He asked me. I only stared out into the window.

Jisoo sighed. "I have no idea why you're siding with her! She's gonna get sick early!" She yelled at the manager. As time flew by I couldn't hear what they were saying. Only muffled sounds. My mind began to wonder. If you're curious as to why I'm like this, let me explain.

- 3 months ago -

It was the second week of January. I was out partying at a party for idols only. I was drunk so Lisa went to get some water. Then a man came towards me. He said hi. I didn't pay attention.

Then he raised my head and began to kiss me. I was shocked. At first I didn't know what to do then unexpectedly, I kissed back. I thought it was Lisa at first then I heard her call my name. I looked to the side and saw Lisa, crying. I looked at the one who I was kissing and it was my nightmare. Kai. I stood up and went to Lisa who went outside.

"Lisa wait! Let me explain!" I shouted.

She turned arouned. "Explain?! Explain what?! Jennie, you kissed him back! What the fuck, Jennie! You should've first asked his name! I know you were drunk and all but you were having fun! Jennie, I can't take it! It hurts too much! That was Kai! Your fucking ex! What the fuck! I cant take it!"

"I know, but please forgive me! It was an accident Lisa!" I hugged her from the back. My tears stained her shirt as hers soaked my arm. We stood there sobbing.

"Jennie, I love you. But you went too far. I'm sorry. I don't think I can do this but I'm going to have to leave you."

"Lisa please.."

"Don't worry. Once I'm fine, I'll come back. I promise." She turned arouned and kissed my forehead. She then left me alone. I fell to my knees and burst out. After that I passed out and woke up in my bed the next day with Jisoo one Chaeng at the side of my bed.

I sat down. "Wh-where's Lisa? Is she here? Oh gosh, I need to apologize! Is she here?" I panicked. The couple looked down.

Rosé looked at me. "Lisa moved out. Our manager was fine with it. She said she'll only show up at practices and will move back in when its 3 days before the concert." My heart shattered. I could literally hear it cracking. I smiled.

"I see.." I stood up and went to the balcony. It was already night. I looked at the city lights.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Lisa spoke. I turned around in shock but no one was there.

I held the bar and slowly fell to my knees. "I'm crazy, aren't I?" I asked myself. Soon enough I passed out. The next morning I woke up with no one in my room.

I went to Jisoo's room and saw her still sleeping with Chaeng in her arms. I went to Lisa's room and saw her stuff. I nearly cried but I held back my tears. I walked around. I sat on her bed, smiling. Her scent was still here. I smell it. The bed was quite messy so I began to fix it.

I smile as I found our picture under one of her pillows. I flipped it and it had the words 'Jennie Kim, I love you' with a heart on the end. I giggled. After fixing her bed, I went back to my room to take a quick bath. After that I went downstairs to cook breakfast.

I saw my manager and I was a bit shocked. I didn't mind and just began cooking, enough for us three and the manager. After cooking, my manager woke up and the couple went out of their rooms all fresh and ready. I gave them their plates and we began eating.

I asked our manager why he was here and he explained. It was because he got drunk too and ended up sleeping in. After we finished, our manager suggested that he wash the plates until a knock was heard on our door.

"I'll get it." I stood up and walked to the door. I opened it and saw the nightmare of my life.

"Hey Jennie." He said.

Kai.