Mom...why do you always do this to me?Saying mean things when you didn't mean to..or did you mean it?
I've tried so had to put up with life and you.....you're not there when i needed you the most
What have become of us..?a broken family?a lonely child with no one to talks to?and a mother who has changed a lot...
I love you mom i do,but you keep insulting me...saying how i'm not good enough.Saying how strange and different i'm from the rest...from the society
So what?!WHAT IF I'M STRANGE...I PUT UP WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE CHANGED A LOT SINCE THE LAST TIME I REMEMBERED YOU...I'M TRYING MY BEST TO GET A GOOD SCORE TO MAKE YOU PROUD
Let me tell you something mom...u know WHEN I FAILED AT SOMETHING WHEN I FEEL Like I'M BAD AT SOMETHING...I HATE MYSELF!WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE....WHY CAN'T THEY SEE??WHY do i keep failing at things even though i've tried my best...
And why do you keep saying that i've to get married,and you have to be good at cooking and cleaning CUZ I'M A GIRL!YOU SAID I'M ONLY GOOD AT PLAYING GAMES!HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT!!
WHAT IF I DON'T WANNA GET MARRIED!WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO BE A housewife.....and i don't want to be like you mom...someone who only cares about her own feelings,a coward who can't speak up...i used to look up to you..
I'm sick of listening to people who never truly understands how i really feel....A FREAk AN OUTCAST that's how people view me at school
A weaboo girl who loves cosplay and anime.She's too afraid to talk,and only talks to her best friend.Well tell you what...i don't want to talk to a bunch of scumbags who are too dumb to understand what i'm saying
She always get good score...she is pretty but sadly she's a nerd...she's annoying she doesn't want to share her answer at any test...
I'm just doing the right thing...why is it hard to tell people to listen just once.....i just want to be loved for once...to stop hurting..all this pain and suffering....and i'm not a Freak..they are
Jealousy does make a person hurt someone else....insults...never end....home...i want to go home...but i'm not sure where is it....home...i'm tired but i have to keep living until i find out the reason to live
Mom i just want to go home..where you me and dad smile and laugh like a perfect family....but that won't happen.....you don't want me right?you don't need me anymore....afterall i'm just a burden in your life~かなしい
A/N:life is so hard..i just want to sleep and forget about life...if only someone understands me....
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My Deepest Secret
Short StoryI don't know why i'm writing this ...alright maybe i do.Basically the story is about my life,i've bottled my emotion for years....so....anyway the story will be based on my emotion,and i will be making some quotes as well. Warning!if you are sensiti...
