Again

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*mention of suicide,self harm,and depression

It happened again
Angry voices of the people i love the most...i try to block their voices by wearing my headphone...but still it hurts knowing that your life will never be the same

When did it go wrong...
When did my life go wrong?
I just want to run away
I don't like it anymore....it used to be home but now it's not

I want to go away
To a place where everything is alright
When no one can hurt me anymore..
Why don't they understand
Why can't they see?That the child they love and raise is hurting

But they don't care....they don't care anymore...they are selfish...greedy....and mean..They only care about themselves...they don't understand a thing about their child

If i fall off a bridge
Will they care?
If i decided to hurt myself using a knive
Or hang myself in my bedroom
Will they finally care?

If i run across the road
And get hit by a car
Will they open their eyes
And finally see how their fights affect
The child that they loved and treasured?

Why can't mother sees that father loves her?Why can't father sees that mother is scared and hurting that he doesn't love her?Why can't both of them see the child that was happy...become like this

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