My Deepest Secret

Scars

A girl is laughing
She looked so happy
People envy her
But on the inside she's hurting
If you look closer enough...
Scars littered her body everywhere
Her heart is bleeding,so...

She wrapped her heart with a bandage
Soon her heart become cold like ice
But there's a part of her heart that is warm

Other doesn't see it but she cares about them..she is just not the type to show emotion and say i love you
Whenever she is down
She kept it inside
She never told anyone that she ver thought about suicide except her best friend
Even so sometimes she still think about it

It's hard not to think about "it" when the world is a scary place
You don't know who to trust
Your parent is not an option
They will not acknowledge your feelings and think that you're joking

Back to the question the girl want to ask...who can we trust?she wants her parents to be happy,and make lots of friend...but she learned that we can't always get what we want..and that's why we have to fight to get what we want,but also be kind to others,and love yourself

Loving yourself is hard
Especially when everyone hates you and think you're weird
One cannot just overlook all those stares and words from them

But she choose to love herself
The thought of self harm ever cross her mind
She wonders if she stabs something sharp to her arms will the pain go away?Will she find happiness?

In the end
She decided to love herself
To stop hating herself
Because others hate her
I'm pretty unlike them

The girl said
Their heart is black and their mouth is like poisons
I won't believe them anymore
She said in her mind

We all might have scars
All of different kinds and locations
But we will never be alone
She smiled
Even though her heart is still
Bleeding from the pain she feels

Ps:stay safe guys...when is the corona disease going to end