Why does no one in my family gets me...they don't understand what i'm going through
Everyday i keep telling myself it will get better..it will...maybe someday i can finally smile...but...it doesn't get better...it gets worse
I always blame myself for making them angry at me...for being such a stupid child....if i go will they look for me...will they finally open their eyes?
Neither mom nor dad know that i'm sick...i'm sick of living..breathing and staying in a place where i don't belong..i want to speak i want to tell them how i really feel but i can't...i'm afraid...
They don't know that behind this happy face there's a child whose crying and reaching out her arms for somebody to grab and take her to the light where she can finally be happy,and safe
I wonder which is better school or home...?Both of them are hell..my mind tortures me for not being good enough for them...telling me that i'm a failure...that i'm not good enough..
Love is a wonderful yet painful thing at the same time..the more you love someone...the more you feel pain for that person
*but still i want to live.....even if it hurts..cause there are some people who will miss me when i'm gone..,and i don't want that to happen...
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My Deepest Secret
Historia CortaI don't know why i'm writing this ...alright maybe i do.Basically the story is about my life,i've bottled my emotion for years....so....anyway the story will be based on my emotion,and i will be making some quotes as well. Warning!if you are sensiti...
