Teachers at school told us what depression,and social disorder are...but do they really know the pain of it..
Every night i keep on thinking what will happen tomorrow?Is everything okay?I can't sleep knowing that something bad might happen tomorrow or the day after tomorrow...
My parents will they be okay?What about my dog?Will they miss me if i'm gone.?Depression for me is like falling deeper and deeper to the darkness.It's cold,dark,and lonely.
I don't like being alone...but i can't tell them...i want to do something to stop this pain....even if i finally have the guts to do something they won't find out...they don't understand that i'm not happy..i'm pathetic...i'm too weak to do anything...my mom won't listen to me...she doesn't care...so why am i here still alive?
Their words cut like knives,why must she points at my flaws?It's not like i want to be like that!But even so i still love my family...but love hurts...when you love your family so much that it hurts like...
Perhaps i still have hope that maybe one day she will finally open her eyes,and we will be a happy family with dad...and i will finally be happy..
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My Deepest Secret
Short StoryI don't know why i'm writing this ...alright maybe i do.Basically the story is about my life,i've bottled my emotion for years....so....anyway the story will be based on my emotion,and i will be making some quotes as well. Warning!if you are sensiti...
