When I Open My Eyes

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Do you know?When you open your eyes you have to face them again...fears of doing something wrong...failing...work

I don't like sleeping,because it makes me crave the feeling of being at peace.The feeling of happiness without seeing the world,and how humans destroy each others

When i open my eyes,i feel pain and sadness.Longing for someone to help me escape from this torture.Having to face failure over and over again

The things that happened in the past keeps me from being myself.I'm not the same cheery girl i was...i'm cold,broken,lonely...

I'm afraid that one day when i fall asleep..i'll never wake up.I'm afraid of my own mind.The things that i wanted to do..the things i'm craving for...

But some things are worth
Seeing like the happiness i feel when i spend time with my family
Even though sometimes we still fight
We love each other and always will

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