Things never change do they?
Some parts of our life do changes,but some still stays the same.It is a cycle that we cannot escape...
Life is like a maze full of wonder yet danger lurks everywhere.In the maze lies a girl who is carrying a white teddy bear.She looks calm as if everything is normal...
Right next to her is a mirror,not just any mirror.It's a mirror that is conected to the real world.Suddenly the girl expression changes drastically as she looked into the mirror.A tear slided down her eyes as she stood unmoving in front of the mirror
Then she said something like "i want to stay here forever" or "i don't want to go back" she keeps mumbling incoherent things until...the once colorful maze turned pitch black
The girl quickly run while carrying her doll with her as she heard footsteps and voices coming for her. "where are you going?" "don't you want to end it or do you want to go back?" "they will never love you!" She keeps hearing those voices over and over again until she trips and falls into a river
The girl falls unconscious unaware of the things that lie within that river.When the girl woke up,she felt as though something was watching her,and her instuition is correct
Her once white fluffy teddy bear turned into black with it's eyes red full of malice and anger with a hint of sadness and craziness
"what?" The girl said in disbelief
"why are you so shocked?"
"..." the girl stayed silent
"you know it all along" the bear said smiling creepily
"what do you mean?"
"that your life can't never be the same" the girl clenched her fist and frowned at the bear "why lie to yourself?it will only gets worse and you know that it's their fault"
"stop" the girl muttered
"no one cares about you not your family not your friends no one!" The bear laughed "they don't love you!" "you're lying!" The girl shouted
"am i?you know i really hate liars,and i don't like to lie but someone i know do loves lying a lot...and i know you know who that person is" the bear said narrowing his eyes
"but even so..there must be someone who loves me" "who?" The bear said "all they've done is used and manipulated you what kind of friend does that!" The bear said angrily
"well not everyone is like that so.." the girl said desperately "face it no one loves you" the bear said quietly "you have to go back" the bear said "why!?" The girl said tiredly "i've no one who cares for me you said it yourself!" The bear looked tired and worn out just like the girl
"even so...even if no one loves you,you gotta keep fighting...even when the world is againts you...you gotta keep pushing forward and smile cause that's what makes someone special and worth it" the bear said smiling sadly looking at the girl whose outfit is torn out,and bandages were all over her body from the pain that she feels
"i know that you feel it too,that in this darkness there is a light that will guide you to a place where you call home" the bear said as he turned into the white fluffy bear he was before,but when the girl looked closer to her doll,bandages can be seen all over the doll
She sees a reflection of herself when she sees the doll,and she smiled..she smiled for the first time in forever
In the end that girl went into the mirror,and stays with her family even though she still feels pain,and she feels as no ones understand her pain..she keeps smiling and standing up to her fears cause she won't give up that easily
*It's me the author if you want to know how have i been..well things are alright as in good and bad mostly bad...but it's okay..i'm not the only one suffering,there are still a lot of people out of there who is doing worse than i'm...sometimes i get into an argument with my mom..yeah things are not as great as they look,but anime and nightcores help me a lot
So i'm okay i know that no one will probably read this author note anyway...i'm fine i'm okay everything's great..it may seem like i'm writing all of this to convince myself that everything will be fine,which is true but one of the reason i write this book is to help people...people who are like me who have been hurt too many times to count...thank you those of you who read this book~
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My Deepest Secret
Short StoryI don't know why i'm writing this ...alright maybe i do.Basically the story is about my life,i've bottled my emotion for years....so....anyway the story will be based on my emotion,and i will be making some quotes as well. Warning!if you are sensiti...
