I'm Sorry

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Janet-
I wake up to Toni coming out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel wrapped around her body and one wrapped around her hair. She sees me watching her and rolls her eyes. I'm guessing she is still mad? "Toni?" I question as I sit up but she ignores me going about her business. "You don't hear me now?" I ask standing up, see know she on the petty mess and I'm not with that. "Alright Michele I know one thing this damn attitude of yours better be gone by the time we get to Will and Jadas or I'm going to make it disappear myself" I say before going into the bathroom.

I hear her slamming stuff around the room but I don't give a damn, she heard what I said. When I get out of the shower I go into the room and Toni is now where to be found. Her ass better be downstairs waiting on me or we go have a bigger problem. I quickly put on my clothes because we are already late and go downstairs. I look around for Toni but I don't see her so I'm guessing she is waiting in the car. I see her in the car waiting on me in the passenger seat.

I sigh at the look of attitude on her face making me look at her with a sigh

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I sigh at the look of attitude on her face making me look at her with a sigh. It's going to be a long night. I get in the car and start it before pulling out and making my way to the Smiths house. The car ride is long and filled with an awkward silence and for the first time in a long time I don't know what to say to my wife, that don't involve telling her to fix her attitude. "Fix your attitude" I say as I pull into their driveway and she scoffs before looking me dead in the eyes. "Fuck you" she says as she unbuckles her seatbelt. I nod before doing the same. "We go see who gets fucked before the end of the night, but right now you better fix your face before I fix it for you" I say sounding like my momma.

She smacks her lips before getting out of the car and slamming the door making me huff. I follow after her as she goes to the front door and knocks on it. We stand there as stubbornly glaring at each other waiting for the other one to jump. "Hey my favorite couple!" Will greets as he opens the door with Jada. Toni and me put on fake smiles as we embrace them.

They pull us into the living room where Gil and Lana are sitting with drinks in their hands. "Hey Jackson's" Lana says standing up to hug Toni while Gil pulls me to the side. "Did you and wifey make up?" He asks and I roll my eyes. "No but I'm about to lay her out across this table if she rolls her eyes or smacks her lips at me again" I say making him gulp down his drink. "Oop okay daddy lay down the law, but don't forget your wife is just as crazy as your bipolar ass" he says making me chuckle.

We all sit down and Toni sits far away from me besides Lana. I sit besides Gil and Will, and Jada sits in between us all. "So how have y'all been, I feel like it's been some months since we all saw each other" Jada comments. "It has been, everyone has been really busy though. But I'm great working on my new album" I say before looking at Toni who is focused on her phone. "What about you Tone?" Will asks and my wife finally looks up from her phone. "Great...I am actually working on some new music" she says looking at me and I glare at her about to say something but Gil taps my leg making me be quiet.

"Ooh that's good I'm glad to see you getting back in the studio" Lana says and Toni smiles at her and thanks her. "Yeah I was convinced earlier today so I decided why not?" She says narrowing her eyes at me. She keep trying me but I will really lay her ass out in front of our friends and not give a teaspoon of fucks. "Great, alright let's go eat the food is ready and smelling good!" Jada says and we all stand to follow her to her dining room.

I walk a little bit slower so I can pull Toni to the side quickly. "Strike one" I say in her ear and she looks at me with a glare, "girl get out of my face" she says rolling her eyes. "Strike two, you want to try for three?" I ask with a raised eyebrow and she cuts her eyes at me. She opens her mouth to say something and thinks better before turning and stomping to the table. I enter and she is sitting across from me besides Lana again, while I am sitting by Gil, leaving the Smiths at the heads of the table.

We pass around the delicious food and wine before digging in. "Mmm Jada this is good as fuck, Will cooking skills been rubbing off on you?" Gil says throwing shade making everyone laugh. "See now why couldn't it just be good as fuck and left at that? Will plum head ass didn't do anything" she says making us laugh harder and Will pouts. "You ain't even have to do me like that" he says and Jada kisses him. I smile at their relationship and look at Toni who is busy stuffing her face in greens to even look at me making me chuckle, my fat baby.

We continue talking, laughing, and of course eating happily. "Queen look at this" Gil says passing me his phone on the low. I look down at it in my lap and what I see makes my blood boil. Trey Songz posted a clip on Instagram of him and my wife kissing with the caption saying "Who Ready?" I scroll through and the video is on every blog, news sight, and entertainment website. Now the video is of course from the mishap some years ago, I know Toni would not cheat on me, but it still makes me angry to this day. And for her to go behind me and do this song with him when I told her how I feel, how could she?!

"Calm down Queen" Gil says lowly as I take deep angry breathes and rub my forehead. Everything he says goes in my ear and out the other. The only thing I can think is that I'm about to snatch her out that chair. "Is everything alright Janet?" Lana asks as Toni looks at me confused. Her phone buzzes and I watch as she looks at it for a few seconds before her eyes widens and she focuses them on me. "Janet I didn't"- she starts but I hold up my hand silencing her. "Can y'all excuse us we need to talk" I say standing and walking out before they can say anything. I hear Toni walking behind me and I lead us upstairs into one of their many guest rooms.

I make sure the door is locked after Toni steps in. I'm quiet as I think over my words, not wanting to say anything out of anger but the way I'm feeling is making it hard. "I don't know what to say" I say letting out a chuckle as I sit on the bed. "Okay let me speak then before it gets out of hand. First off I did not agree to do a song with him, or anything involving him. I told him I would think about it but after our argument I called him and told him that I couldn't do it and left it at that" she says as she sits beside me.

"So why is he posting that shit on social media?" I ask turning towards her. "Baby I honest to God don't know. Earlier I was talking about working on a collab with Kenny, he called me earlier also. I was going to tell you but this shit with a Trey happened and well..." she says trailing off. "I want you to cut off all contact with him, I'm serious Toni y'all don't got no business together, and nothing personal together meaning he don't got nothing to say to you. I will talk to my team to get them to get all this mess off the internet" I say firmly and she nods.

We just sit there after that looking at the wall until I hear sniffles from her. I turn to see her crying into her hands making me want to cry. "Aww baby come here" I say pulling her into my lap and she snuggles into me like a child. "I don't like fighting with you Janet. It throws me off and I feel like we say things to hurt each other and that's not us" she says as I rub her back soothingly. "I know baby, but you know couples fight and we are no different, we just got to always talk it out" I say. "I know but sometimes I feel like I talk but you don't listen or vice versa. It's like we walk on eggshells around each other when we fight and I don't want that. And I am so sorry for ignoring you I don't mean to it's just I get so mad" she says clinging on to me.

"And I am sorry for getting so jealous about this whole situation, or in general. I promise next time we will talk about everything before it leads to this" I say starting to rock her back and forth in calming motions. "Okay baby, truce?" She asks holding up her pinky finger and I take it in mines. "Truce" I say kissing our joined fingers. She sighs before she looks up at me with them big eyes of hers and I lean down to kiss her on the lips. She instantly deepens the kiss putting her tongue in my mouth. It's a kiss that means sorry, and that promises one of great makeup sex in the near future. I pull back first as she pants. "How about we get out of here? I think I need to show you how sorry I am this time" I say squeezing her plump ass and she bites her bottom lip. "Lead the way daddy" she says seductively.

Yeah definitely makeup sex in the future...

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