JADE'S POV
It's been a 3 days since The truth came out and Harry showed up at in my room.
We've made plans to hang out today.
"Just trust me I already know what we should do." He said smiling to me before I finally agreed and he left shortly after that.
I've made sure to avoid Dylan completely even though he keeps stopping by to talk to me. I refuse to come out of my room unless I'm hungry or need to shower or use the bathroom but for the most part I've been able to avoid my parents except for a couple of "Good mornings." And "I love you."s from My mom occasionally.
My mom used to be my Best friend. She's the only person I trusted more than Dylan and now I feel completely lost without them both. That's the thing about betrayal. It's easier to take when it comes from someone you maybe trusted a little or maybe not at all, but when it comes from your own flesh and blood... That's when it really feels like your heart can't take anymore, when you have to stop yourself from being reminded because you just know that your heart isn't strong enough to take it.
In a weird way, I've been able to accept this better than I thought I would. And for some reason my body feels numb to this feeling almost like I'm used to it? Although I can't remember ever feeling this way before. It's weird how feelings work sometimes.
A knock at the door disturbs me from my thoughts and I already know it has to be one of the three so I keep my mouth shut and continue down my Tumblr newsfeed.
Another knock.
I roll my eyes and put my headphones in at full volume, something else I've gotten used to I guess.
After a minute or two I pause my music to hear if the knocking has stopped. I wait but nothing comes, and I let out a breathe.
Looking at the time, I notice it's 4 and I have nothing better to do than to start getting ready so I close my lap top and began to stretch before I get up and walk to my closet for some clothes.
"I actually have a pretty good style." I say smiling to myself as a pick up a white crop top with a beige cardigan and a tannish peach colored high wasted skirt. I've always seen these styles on tumblr but I never thought I would be able to pull it off so I never bothered.
"Guess something changed my mind." I say shrugging.
I try on the outfit before I shower just to make sure it looks good together. When I've decided it does I head into the bathroom quick enough to avoid my parents. But when I close the door and turn around I see my mom sitting on the toilet with a shocked expression which cause me to scream.
"Oh sorry, I didn't see you .. I'm just .. I'll go." I say awkwardly and leave before she can say anything. "She has her own bathroom." I annoyingly think to myself while I make my way back to my bedroom
I wait in my room, until I hear the toilet flush, the sink run and the door open and close. Then I wait 3 more minutes to make sure she isn't waiting for me outside. Then I go.
"Geez, mom." I say when I bump into her outside of my door.
"Sorry honey, I just wanted to say sorry your dad was in the other bathroom and I really had to go." She smiles and shrugs
"Yeah sure, it's fine." I say trying to rush to the bathroom. I feel her hand reach for mine but I quickly pull away and turn towards her, tears already building up in both of our eyes.
"Jade I just-" she stops mid sentence as if she knows that what she has to say won't make me any less angrier than I've been.
"I just love you." She finally says followed by a sigh and she reaches out to hug me, this time I let her. I don't hug her back but it's the familiar sent and warm embrace that makes my tears fall harder.
"I cant-" I begin to choke out but she shhhs me.
"I know honey, I know. Whenever you're ready." She says, before letting go.
When I get in the bathroom I turn the shower on and sit on the floor waiting for it to be hot enough. Before I actually shower I sit on the floor in the shower and with my head in my hands, promising myself it will be the last time, I let myself break down again.
It's 5:00 now and only have an hour to get dressed, do my makeup, and do something with the rats nest I call hair at the top of my head. I hurriedly get dressed but than decide I should do my makeup first so I don't drop any makeup on my clothes.
So here I am, in my bra and underwear (which is very cute might I add) doing my makeup. I add my foundation, eye linear, mascara and some blush to finish my "nude by not so nude" look. Glancing at my outfit again I decide that curling my hair would probably look best, so I take out my straightener and begin.
When i finally finish I'm very impressed with my appearance. I curse to myself about not having my phone to take a picture. My mom said she was going to get me a phone that night I came home late with the movie but she didn't mention if she ever did or not.
Knowing its date night for my parents I'm able to go down to the kitchen without having to listen for where they could be in the house in order to avoid them. I grab a water and decide to write them a note letting them know that I left and I'll be back soon.
As I'm looking for a piece of paper I notice a box on the island with a note that says:
*To: J
*Love: Mom&&Dad <3
Inside the box is a brand new iPhone5 and I can't help the huge smile that comes across my face. I turn it on and see that My mom, Dad, grandma and grandpas numbers are already programmed in.
Instead of writing a note I decided to text them
To: Mom, Dad
"Hey it's Jade, thanks for the phone, I really appreciate it. Just letting you know I'm going out with a friend and I'll be back soon."
*send*
*Chims*
From: Dad
"Okay sweetie, have fun. Love u
*chims*
From: Mom
"What friend?! Be home no later than midnight Jade. Love u"
I roll my eyes at my moms and text but still send them both an "Okay."
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It's 6:45 and still no sign of Harry.
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