Flamingeos :Closed Up

Fast forward

End Semester was done and we were all on our way back home. I will miss my Alex and Nick meanwhile i was at the airport to catch my flight, Geo took me there he was pretty much my ride. So we were hugging saying our goodbyes.

"I'm gonna miss you, my little dark cute pikachu"

"Won't you visit me?"

"I have a tour and so much to do this holiday, i haven't been  active to my supporters because of school"

I pulled away from the hug cause i was getting hurt by the fact, he can't make time for me.

"Really Geo? You can't make time for me?"

"You could come visit me?"

"i already went at your place for like the mid holiday this is like 9 months and you said you would come visit"

Geo took a big sigh and then took my hands and started rubbing them.

"You know i love you very much but please understand i have to do this, i love doing this, i  will try to make time for you"

I couldn't believe he really wasn't gonna try to come see me. But then i realized i was not really being fair to him and his supporters. I mean we have spent our time together for more  than just 9 months and it was okay if he couldn't make it. They say support your man when he loves what he does. So even though i was hurt i realize i shouldn't be selfish either and support him in anyway i could.

"Okay.. It's okay if you can't make it i understand what you have to do"

"Nah you tripping I'm scared"

"No it's really okay and it's not a trap, i don't want to be selfish, i understand it's just 9 months i promise it's really not a trap"

Geo hugged me so tight and picked me and twirled us and put me down he was so happy.

"thank you for understanding babe"

I smiled and nodded.

"I have to go Geo"

"Oh okay, I love you very much, travel safe and i will see you soon, this isn't goodbye"

"I will see you soon too" i couldn't help but get sad. I decided to hug him and immediately leave as i was walking away i looked back and he was still there looking at me his hands in the pocket then he took one hand out and kissed it and blow it towards me and he waved. I couldn't help but smile then i acted like I caught his blowing kiss and placed it on my chest.  My heart was breaking cause even though he said this wasn't goodbye it felt like it, the fact my heart was breaking tears started flowing down my cheeks.

"um miss are you taking this door to the plane or not? Because the flight might start of soon"

"Yes I'm sorry yes i am"

I walked in and straight to my sit. We started off and i put my earphones and started listening to music.

*beep beep*

Message From Jesse 💘: word on the street is school is closed.😏

I smiled at my phone because I remembered Jesse said he would come visit when I'm home. I was looking forward to it and hoped if i text back he would say he is going to come see me soon.

*Book 2 coming soon*