Collection of poems

Forgivness

To my Friend who I will always miss.
I am really sorry. I love You.
If we only met before everything started falling apart.

How can I deserve your forgiveness?
If I could sacrifice everything, I would,
If I have to kill, I will shoot,
I will tear my hell soul to billion pieces.

If forgiveness was gold I would steal it.
Only for you to believe me again
I would dry all the blood in my vein.
And for you i could explode, I could split.

How can I deserve your forgiveness?
Do I have to shout "sorry" much louder?
Do I have to give you all the flowers?
I'll start with falling on my knees.