What could have...

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I have been asleep for too long.

Dreaming these so called dreams that keep me awake at night.I won't ask for them to be taken away but i will ask why have i deserved to be reminded of somethingthat never happened.

I had decided to speak up before i was violated and destroyed in a way no one should be.

It's not deserved no matter what has been done in the past.

Living with something horrible that was done time ago is enough.

Some repeat the past multiple times and others punish themselves to exile.

This ''dream'' has happened to others in reality and they blame themselves when it is so obvious it isn't their fault but what other choice do they have in their mind.

The memory of what has happened haunts them in their nightmares but they fight with themselves what happened not what could have happened, like me.

Such a dreary thought of what if...

It hurts and it tortures.

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