My Poems

Too many to choose from

Breathing calmly.

To choose between one or another

and then soon one more.

What to do?

Hurting all of them can't be avoided.

I could love all of them

if I were to choose one of any.

I let them in one by one.

I push them away

when I get to the point

where i feel I must be alone.

Depression comes for me.

And dreams of a past that makes feelings arise.

What to do again?

Forget them all.

I love the one far away.

Hurting the good ones

willing to wait forever for me.

Breaking promises.

Can't go back.

Heart pounding,

tears rolling,

and mind wondering.

Let them all go I decide.

But how without hurting them all.

One in love the other liking.

Another unsure.

The other clueless.

I fall in love with the one lost and he doesn't know.

How to get close?

Tell him.

No too pushy.

I must wait to make a move.

He is no where to be found

and the friend starts liking

and the one lost starts walking away.

Unsure myself.

Push the friend away

for the one I love

and am in love with.

He comes closer as the dreams

become more intense.

We meet and talk.

I get scared so push away,

he starts going thinking it was a waste of time.

I cry and scream in my head.

I run to him and grab him.

The others in the past

all that matters is him.

What to say?

The truth.

'I love you.'

standing there,

silence.

Help me I scream in my head.

He looks me in the eyes unsure as always.

Know for such a short amount of time

but he seems to know what he wants now.

'I love you too.'

the kiss so sweet and right.

No more asking what to do.