Denial ~ Tony Lopez (read description)

♡ Chapter Fifteen ♡

-Tony's Pov-

"I'm telling you bro something is wrong with Izzy" Jaden sighs out, sitting by my side at the cafeteria table.
"I can't take this I need to see if she's okay" I almost yell, slapping my hands on the table.
"Bro you cant just walk out" Bryce mutters.
I look at him with anger in my eyes and growl lowly through my gritted teeth.
"Fucking watch me!" I shout and storm out of the school gates.
I don't understand why I'm so angry.
I just care about her so much, to the point where I would do anything for that girl, heck I would kill for her.

"We'll drive you" Josh says watching up with me followed by Jaden nodding.
"Thankyou, let's check her house first" I suggested.

We all drive over to Izzy's and I knock loudly on the front door. Jack opens it and a smile appears on his face.
"Tony how you doing man"Jack says fist bumping me.
"I'm grand man listen do you know where your sister is?" I ask worried.
"Probably in her room" Jack shrugs letting myself, Josh and Jaden In and we head up to her room.
I open the door to be hit with a freezing cold breeze. She's left her window wide open.

"Wait what are these?" Jaden asks looking down at several notes on the bed.
"Dude these have our names on" Josh states pointing towards each piece of paper with names on the top.
I grab the one addressed to me and read it, my heart immediately sinking.

Tony,

Look, I'm sorry, I know I promised you I'd be strong but I've been through too much. I can't cope nor carry on. I need some form of release and the way I've been coping for the last five years just isn't working for me anymore.
I know your heart is breaking reading this and I truly am sorry. I need to prove my love for you and to do that I need to let go, you could do so much better without me.
Grab Brittney, and live happily like you was before. Carry on getting to know her.

I just wanted to say Thankyou for making the past three months of my life special.

You truly are a magnificent person Tony Lopez.
I love you with my entire heart.

I read out. My voice was shaking with fear.
I look up to see Josh, Jack and Jaden all holding their notes, crying their eyes out.

"No no no no no I can't let her do this no!" I scream at the top of my lungs holding my head in my hands.
"Where could she be fuck!" Jaden panics.
"I know where she is!!" I yell rushing down the stairs with the boys behind me.
We jump in the car and josh leans forward, still crying. "I found this in her room" he struggles for words as he holds out a blade that had dried blood on it.
"Fuck fuck fuck FUCKING DRIVE JADEN!" I yell as he pulls away from the drive way.
I tell them where to drive and I jump out of the car with the boys behind me.

We climb up the ladder and see Izzy sat on the edge of the building.
"Izzy- Isabella look at me" I say calmly.
I didn't want to scare her and her fall by accident.
She slowly and shakily turns around.
"Tony what are you-"
"I could ask you the same thing" I cut her off.
"Why are you here?" I ask.
She breaks down in tears and almost falls off the edge until Jaden grabs her arm and pulls her back, cuddling her side as she shakes.
"I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't do this" she cries out.
"I can't let you do that Isabella, I fucking love you too much, if you fell I'd jump off after you" I say truthfully.

"No you wouldn't, you don't mean that" she whispers holding her head in her hands.
"I do-"
I lean down infront of her and hold her hands in mine.
I look deep into her eyes and whisper
"I'm so fucking in love with you I would die for you, I need you to understand that".

"I need you to come down from here" I add on.
"I can't do that" she snaps as she starts crying again.

Blue and red lights reflect off the building opposite and she looks down to see several police cars.
"YOU CALLED THE POLICE!" She screams at us.
"We wasn't about to let you take your fucking life Isabella!" Josh says crying still.
"And I can't lose my baby sister" Jack adds on.

"And I can't lose the love of my life". I hold her tight in my arms.