Allure

Daylight

TW: Discussion of Rape/Non-Con

Your head pounded. God, what the hell was this? The sunlight was almost blinding to wake up to. Wait, sunlight? Starkiller didn't have sunlight.

You immediately shot up and examined your surroundings. You were on some sort of First Order ship, but it was nothing like you'd ever seen before. Through its windows you saw desert sand. Tatooine!

Of course! You flew here to find information on your family name. You went to the creature at the rations stand and then the Cantina. That's where you met Ash and...

The rest of the night, or what you remembered of it came rushing back. Everything you were too drugged up to feel flooded your senses as you began crying uncontrollably. It was your body's only way to deal with the violations that had occurred.

In between sobs you heard what sounded like someone boarding the ship. Your heart was relieved to find that it was Kylo carrying fuel. He set the canisters down as he took in your features.

He quickly swept you up in his arms and began rocking you. You couldn't explain it, but you immediately felt safe being in his arms. You didn't realize how happy you'd be to see Kylo again. And the next thing you knew, you were saying it.

"I'm so happy to see you." You felt him melt in your arms with those words.

"I'm happy to see you, too," he cooed back to you. He pulled back from the embrace but kept your hands in his.

"Don't ever run off like that again. You had me so worried. I mean, Tatooine, [Y/N]? It's nowhere near safe for someone like you. It has the second largest sex trafficking ring in the galaxy. I could've at least gone with you." The last part sounded more like he was trying to convince himself more than anything. You nodded back, not sure if your voice would let you speak yet.

"I'm sorry...for what happened. I should've gotten there sooner. Something like that should have never been allowed to happen to you. And I swear, I will hurt anyone who ever touches you again." It filled you with warm fuzzies that he was so protective over you, but it still didn't change what happened. Nothing would. 

You leaned in and placed a soft kiss on his forehead.

"Thank you," was all you said, but it was all you needed to say.

"We're all refueled and ready to return to Starkiller," he stated, standing up. He made is way over to the control panel and began flipping some switches.

"I don't want to go back. Not yet at least," you decided. You hadn't gotten what you'd come for. You heard Kylo very audibly sigh. He kept messing with the controls for a second before turning to face you.

"You're not gonna let this go, are you?" You shook your head and began to nervously bite your lip.

"Alright, we'll stay. But on one condition: you follow my lead and never leave my sight. I couldn't risk losing you again." His eyes searched yours, almost as if they were looking for something.

"I promise."