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The Town's Been Talkin

Sarah Collins sleeping with a teacher?!

Sarah Collins seen hooking up with mysterious guy.

Sarah Collins is cheating on her boyfriend.. Again!

Sarah Collins should sleep with one eye open. One Direction fans are not pleased.

Everyday there's a new news article about me, spouting more lies and information about me I can't help but wonder if someone is supplying them. Just the other day I read something about how I always state random facts about things I've learned, which is the truth I do find myself doing that a lot so we can get some subject topics going but how did they know that?

Jasmin hasn't spoken to me since she moved out though I have seen her around campus. She has a posy of blonde girls that turn their noses up at me every time I walk by. It's a bit unnerving and it always makes me blush. You would think, after a month of all these rumors I would just brush them off but it's messing with my mind and bugs me more than I should allow them too. They are, after all, just rumors.

Ana has remained a true friend in all of this and even though I was skeptical about Samuel and how he might take the news he took it into stride and "Didn't give a damn about what people wee saying." Is what he said. That made me sigh in relief. I don't know what to think of Samuel but at least he wasn't believing the lies. I finally got a hold of Niall too.

I had been calling his phone for what felt like the millionth time in a week when he picked up. "Sarah?" I was lying facedown on my floor in the bedroom when he had picked up. I hadn't expected it which is why I was so glum but then I heard his voice and my spirits lifted.

"Niall!" I shouted. He started laughing at it was the most beautiful thing I had heard in a long time. I quickly scampered into a sitting position and tightened my grip on my phone.

"Hello love. I'm sorry I haven't returned your calls or texts. I broke my phone." A giant weight lifted off my chest. His phone had been broken. He wasn't avoiding me.

"Shatter the screen?" I questioned.

"Yeah, kind of stupid of me really but that's not what I called about." There was an air of formality surrounding his words. I swallowed hard, knowing what was coming.

"Let me explain." I breathed out but he didn't let me.

"There's nothing to explain Sarah." I paused, frightened. He sounded so serious. Seconds later he laughed. "Jesus. Didn't mean to sound sooo..." He pauses, searching for a word.

"Scary?" I spit out still unsure of where this was heading.

"There it is. Yeah, scary. Sorry Sarah I meant, there's nothing to explain because I don't believe any of it. I know you and I know you would never do any of this and you told me beforehand about this whole teacher rumor and I don't believe it. I just wanted to call you first before I sent out a tweet or disprove all the lies okay love?" I started crying while he spoke and Niall could hear my strangled sobs. "Sarah? Oh god. Are you okay?" He demanded. I laughed.

"I'm fine Niall! I just.. I thought you we're mad at me when you didn't answer. I thought... I thought you would break up with me or worse, believe all the rumors and I'm so sorry this is happening and I love you so much. I wish you were here. I want to see you." I was sobbing like a completely baby. I didn't even know if any of that came out correctly or if he understood I. Just had to get it out.

"I miss you too Sarah." It sounded like he might cry with me. "We only have this one month left. I'll see you in December and everything will be fine. We'll be together again." He's really chocked up now and I feel bad for crying but it's so good to hear his voice.