"I can't believe he just walked out of this damn house and left me here standing here like this. This is not over. I can't take this."
Rika walked out the door and stopped him before he pulled off.
"You not going no damn where. You coming back in and finishing this Chris."
"And why should I? All you gonna do is bicker and complain about what you aren't getting." Chris said raising his voice.
"See that's what I mean. We need to talk about this like adults. Come back in the house please." Rika said walking to him with tears in her eyes.
Rika grabbed his shirt and looked up to him. She waited on that look he gives when she has reached him. He looked down at her and sighed hard.
"Man come on." He said walking off.
Rika walked behind him as he went back to the house. They walked to the bedroom and closed the door. They sat on the bed and things was quiet at first. Chris looked over at her and licked his lips. Rika looked in his eyes and they just stared at each other. Chris licked his lips and looked at her.
"Babe I really want you to understand that it's more to us than just sex. I want us to work but I just need more patience out of you." Chris explained.
"I get that but I need more than you going to the studio and touring. I need time with you. I'm lonely Chris. And that can cause a lot of more things." Rika explained.
"What the hell you trying to say huh? You will cheat on me?" Chris asked.
"I didn't say that. I'm just saying it can cause a lot of other things that can ruin our relationship."
"And what exactly is that? I want to hear this. Cause the only thing I can think of that you are referring to is cheating on me. I give you everything you want. How could you even think of that shit?" Chris yelled.
"Materialistic yes you do. But what about you? What about quality time? What about cuddle time? What about intimacy? All the things that make me feel wanted and needed."
"Wow so we back to that. I give you those things. Do you think that I get tired of that all the time. You are very smothering and overwhelming. I can't deal with that shit." Chris said.
"Me? Overwhelming? Smothering? How the fuck? We don't do shit for me to even do that. All I do is sit in this damn house." Rika yelled back.
"See here goes that damn wining shit once again."
"Well want you make love to me then. I need some now. I am overly sexually frustrated. Don't you care about that?"
"Not right now. I have a migraine. And I'm most definitely not in the mood." Chris snapped back.
"Wow really? A fucking migraine? What does that have to do with you fucking me? I'll even do all the work. Just let me release please." Rika begged.
"No Rik. Not right now. Maybe another day. This is what I'm saying. When I say no you still go on and on. That shit is overwhelming." Chris said standing.
"Wow. I really see what it is now. Excuse me." Rika said walking pass him.
"Where are you going?"
"Does it really matter? You don't care anyway."
"I do care that's why I asked."
"It doesn't matter anyway. Go do what you love to do."
Rika opened the door and walked out slamming the door behind him. She walked down the stairs and went and fixed her something to eat.
Chris walked out behind her and came in the kitchen. He sat at the high bar and watch her slam close all the doors and plates. He watch for another two minutes and said something.
"Why the fuck are you slamming my shit? You act like there is not a later for all that shit."
"Chris it ain't but so many times a woman is gonna keep being denied. She has needs too. And I'm the one to show you that I want more than what you given me." Rika said picking her sandwich and drink up and walking to the living room.
She sat down on the couch and cut on the tv. She sat there and stared as if she was all into what was on. She wasn't even paying it any attention. Her mind was racing and thinking trying to figure out why she can't make her man want her. What is it that she is doing wrong.
Was she not fine enough? Was she too old? What was it? All she wanted was to be loved and feel loved by the man she loved.
Chris walked over and sat next to her. He grabbed her hand and turn her face to him.
"Baby it's not that I don't love you. It's just you are very clingy. And I'm not use to that. Let me move on my time. And let me love you how I know to. You can't force me to do nothing that I don't want to."
Rika looked Chris in his eyes and tears formed.
"Chris I don't understand you. We didn't start like this. We use to be so in love. Is there someone else? Is it cause I'm older? Is it cause I don't make you happy? What is it?" Rika asked crying.
"It's none of that. I'm just not ready to move this fast. You want me 24/8. And to be honest that is too much for me. That's why I tell you to let me move on my time. There will be more passion if you just let me do me how I know." He said as he rubbed her face.
Chris leaned in and kissed her forehead softly and then her lips.
"I love you Rik. Know that I do. Just give me time. Ok?" He said to her as he stared in her eyes.
All she could do is look at him and turn her head. Chris got up and walked out the door and left for the studio.
Chris has a lot on his mind!!!!!
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