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I was so blown at what my mom just told me. All these years I was never told I was the only child. And my brother is my brother but not my full brother. That is some shit for real. Now I get what my mama was trying to do but she made me even more confused. I don't want to forgive Chris for this. I want him to suffer. I want him to hurt like he hurt me.

I have never cheated on Chris and never will. I don't get it. I do all I can for us and this is the thanks that I get in return. And then for him to sit in my face and say I'm smothering him but to give his time to someone else is way beyond me.

I got in my car and drove off from my parents house. My dad will have a entire fit if he knew what was going on with me. But he can't talk. After what my mom just told me, he needs to be very quiet about cheating. Not only did he cheat but had a whole baby.

I got to the light and stopped. I cut on the radio to try and clear my mind. And guess who pops up on the radio? You guessed it. Chris. I so wanted to change the station but this was one of my favorites by him. I turned the radio up and closed my eyes as the words came from the speaker.

Tears started falling down my cheek. Next thing I knew I heard a horn blowing. I quickly opened my eyes and saw that the light was green. I drove off and headed on my way home. I didn't want to go back there just yet but I had to. I hadn't ate today and was hungry.

After I pulled up in the yard and  I cut my car off. I got out and walked to the door. I put my key in and walked in. Cutting the alarm off I put my things down and walked in the kitchen to fix me something. I took some steaks out the night before so I pulled those out.

I got all my sides and pans out and started cooking. I didn't want to cook for his ass but I knew I had to cause he does pay all the bills and take care of me. After I was done cooking he walked in the house. I sat the table with the steak and salad and some wine.

We didn't say anything to each other. We just sat at the table and started fixing our plates to eat.  At first it was a heavy silence. And I guess he couldn't take me being quiet.

"So you just gonna sit there and not talk to me? We need to fix this baby." Chris said looking at Rika.

"Talk about what? You showed me and proved to me who you want and it's not me." Rik said.

"Don't do that. I'm not gonna sit here and let you think that I don't want you cause I do." Chris said.

"I can't tell. All you do is say how I smother you and shit. But you give your time to some other bitch and almost sleep with her." Rika said.

"I said I was sorry for that.  And I fucked up yes. But I love you and I'm in love with you. That was a weak moment. We had been arguing and things just went the wrong way." Chris tries to explain.

"Keep that shit. You meant what you did and said to her. And like I said I ain't believing nothing you say. Now if you will excuse me. I'm going to shower and go to bed." Rika said getting up from the table.

"So you still gonna give a nigga the silent treatment?" Chris said getting up behind her.

Rika walked the kitchen after picking up the dishes from the table and scrapped them and put them in the dish washer. Walking out the kitchen she headed to their room. Chris grabbed her and turned her around.

His touch always do something to her. So she had to keep a straight face and not show that he was breaking her down.

"You gonna talk to me and I mean that shit. I told you that shit didn't mean nothing to me. But you do. I love you and you are not gonna sit here and not talk to me." Chris said closing the gab between them.

"Chris move please. I want to shower and go to bed." Rika said looking off from him.

"No. I'm not doing nothing. You are gonna talk to me." Chris said.

Chris pulls her head to him and up at him. He leaned down and kissed her lips softly. As soon as he did that a soft moan came out of Rika mouth.

"See. I know you want me. Stop this baby. Let's go make love right now. And after we can shower together and talk in the bed. Please." Chris said as he ran his hands across her clit.

This was really making Rika legs shake. She loves Chris so much. His words are tarnish with her but she does love him. Chris deepened the kiss and pushed her against the wall. As they kissed against the wall he slid his hands inside of her and started pumping in and out of her.

The juices from her wet pussy was all over his fingers. He slid them deeper inside of her as he pushed his tongue farther down her throat. Rika could not take it no more. She wrapped her arms around his neck and got into it.

Chris picks her up and she wraps her legs around him. As he walked they didn't break the kiss. Chris opens the door to his room and lay her across the bed. Chris starts taking her clothes off and she did the same to him.

Chris got on the bed and kissed her body from head to toe. As he came back up he stopped at her second set of lips and went in. Rika threw her head back and arched her back. Moaning filled the room and Chris went faster.

"I love you Rika. I'm sorry baby. Please forgive me." He said in between his licks.

Chris came up and slid inside of her. Rika moaned louder and Chris pushed all of himself inside of her.

"Ah shit Ma. Your shit so fucking wet." Chris said as he deep stroked her.

Rika wrapped her legs around his waist and thrust back to him. The screaming and moaning got heavier and louder.

"Shit baby I'm about to cum." Rika yelled out.

"Cum on daddy dick baby." Chris replies back.

As soon as he said that Rika squirted all over them. Chris got faster and harder until he came as well. Chris fell on top of her. He looked her in her eyes and kissed her.

"Let's go shower baby." Chris said.

Rika got up and walked to the shower and started the water. Chris got in behind her. They showered and got out. Chris and Rika put on their night clothes and got in bed. Chris pulled Rika to him and held her.

"Baby I'm sorry for that shit. I was wrong. I never meant to hurt you. That was the first time with me having any kind of dealings with a woman and I regret that. Please forgive me please," Chris pleads.

Rika didn't say a word to him. All she could hear was him moaning on the phone when he hit the FaceTime.

"Are you gonna say something?" Chris said.

"No. Goodnight Chris." Rika said as she turns over and turn her back to him.

Chris didn't know how to take that. He was about to pull her back and changed his mind against it. He just cut the lamp off and laid on his side and went to sleep.

He thought sex was gonna fix it!!!!!

Wow what he thought????

Why men sex fix things?????

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