stripper, eunsang.

081 | Dazed and Confused

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Oo nga naman. Naging kami ba?

I make a fake laughed. "Nakakatawa ka!" sabi ko. "I'm asking closure kasi naging friends din naman tayo dati diba? Hindi pwedeng humingi ng closure ang old friends?"

Sige tawa pa. Kahit naiiyak ka na.

"Are we also friends before?" Nakataas ang kilay nitong saad.

Strike two. Strike one na yong kanina.

"Because If I can clearly remember everything... I'm your boss. And you're just what? My assistant."

Double kill.

"A-ah." sabi ko na lang at tumalikod.

Tulala akong naglakad pabalik kung nasaan si Fabbie.

"Ano? Anong nangyari?" Nakangiti nitong bungad.

But I just stood there. Broken and felt like bursting into tears.

"Shit. Gets ko na. Inom na lang tayo." Sabi niya at inabutan ako ng drinks.

And with that. I drunk all the shots she gave me. Mabuti na toh. Para kahit papaano mamanhid.

Muling lumipad ang isip ko sa sinabi ni Eunsang. Oo nga naman. I'm just his assistant before.

Ang tanga ko naman para mag assumed at mag feeling broken hearted dito.

"Tama naman. Hindi naman naging kami.." I murmured.

Hindi ko alam na napakinig pala ni Fabbie ang sinabi ko.

"What are you saying?"

"Ang tanga ko para humingi ng closure. E, assistant niya lang naman ako dati. We're not even friends." sabi ko pa. "Tell me Fabbie, why the hell I'm asking for closure?"

Pero atleast na sumagot. Ngumiti lang siya sa akin. I can fell her pity for me.

"Sayaw tayo?" At sumama na lang ako sa gusto niya.

I drunk all the shots they gave me. I dance like It's already time to get home.

I even seen Heechul in the crowd. And had dance with the couple members of Monsta x and BTOB. And I forgot to mention that I'm seriously having fun.

So I raised both of my hands while swaying my hips to the beat. I'm dancing with Yohan right now. And I could feel someone staring to what I am doing. But for sure, it's only on my mind. Ahy would he care anyway right? I'm not even friends with him.

Tumalikod ako kay Yohan. I am now ready to grind my hips. When I an arms envelope my body and stopped by holding my waist and my stomach.

Galit akong bumaling sa aking likuran.

"Who are you? And what the fuck are you doing?!" Galit kong sigaw.

But the stranger just shrugged his shoulders and put his chin on my neck.

"I should be the one to ask you that." He softly answer. Doon pa lang alam ko na agad kung sino siya.

I'm confused. What is he doing? We're not even friends nor lovers!

Marahan niya akong pinaharap sa kanya.

"I'm sorry..." Namumungay ang mata niya akong tiningnan.

"Bakit ka nagso-sorry? We're not even..." I paused. "...friends right?"

He nodded.

"Then why are you here? Why are you hugging me? Why did you stop me? Why are you saying sorry? You're... You're confusing me, Mr. Lee Eunsang."

I'm confused right now.

"Right." he said. I look at him in the eye. Hindi siya umiwas ng tingin bagkus ay mas nilapit niya pa ang kanyang mukha at katawan.

"I'm sorry.." sabi niya ulit. "I'm here to ask you, If you could let me rephrase what I said earlier."

I nodded and let him.

"We're not friends. Yes. And hinding hindi mangyayari na magiging magkaibigan tayo. Noon o ngayon man. At mas lalong hindi in the future. "

I raised my hand to slap him but he stopped me with his left hand.

"I want more than that. I don't want friendship because I want a relationship with you." He paused. "And let me rephrase what I said earlier. Hindi naging tayo kasi hindi mo ako sinagot."

I look at him in daze. Now, I realized everything.

I arched my brow. And say, "Bakit nanligaw ka ba?"

He look back at me. Confusion filled in his eyes. But after seconds of silence, he smiled.

Finally.