Complicated | Lismin ff

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   Lisa's pov

   "Hey Lisa," Jennie said akwardly as she approach me with Jisoo. I just look at them without a respond nor smiles.

   "Ouh, I'm sorry are you guys talking to me?" I asked sarcastically because it really hurt when your closest friends ignores you for almost a month not to mentioned a heartbreaks.

   "Yes we're talking to you," Jisoo answer and they smiles akwardly. Seems like the akwardness didn't left.

   "Looks like you guys know I'm still alive. Finally, I thought I've died," I continued and chuckle.

They look at each other before hugging me really tight.

   "We miss you Lisa. We're truly sorry for what we've done to you. Will you forgive us" they said at me and I smile a little before returning their hug.

   "I've always forgive you guys. But forgetting what you guys did to me is harder," I said and broke the hug. I stares into their eyes and I can see the sincere in it.

   "So mind telling me why do you guys ignores me?" I asked and look at them.

   "It was never our ideas. It is Jimin and Rosé ideas," Jisoo said which made me shock.

   "Why?" Thats the only word that escape my mouth.

   "They're dating Lisa." Jennie said and before I could react someone yell my name which make me chuckle at his attitude.

   "Lisa!" he run towards me and hug me without realize that I'm not alone. After he realize that Jennie and Jisoo is infront of me, he quickly broke the hug.

   "Sorry." He said embarrass and we laugh.

   "Its okay Jungkook," Jisoo said and she continue the main point.

   "They told us to keep it a secret and we know how curious you are so we start to avoid you." Jennie said and I smiles at them bitterly.

   "You actually love him don't you Lisa?" Jisoo asked and I shook my head.

   "No, I don't love him," I said.

   "You don't love who?" Jennie asked me again.

   "I don't love -," I couldn't muttred his name and I look down.

   "Come on, say it. Say his name," Jennie command me.

   "I can't," I replied which earned a grin from the two girls.

   "Stop with your denial Lalisa. We know that you loves him." Jennie continued and I didn't dare to look at her.

   "Oh my god. Lisa you like Jim-" before Jungkook could  say it out loud, I covered his mouth but it didn't stop him to look at me teasingly.

   "Wait, are you guys saying that Rosé and Jimin is dating?" Jungkook asked them as I let my hands go from his mouth and both Jisoo and Jennie just nodded.

I could see Jungkook eyes full of sadness and I patted his back.

   "Hey, don't worry. Everythings gonna be alright." I said to him.

   "Its hurt right. To know the person you love is dating someone else, how about we break them apart," Jungkook suggest.

   "I'm in. I totally agree with you Jungkook. Thats the only way Lisa could end up with Jimin and you could be with Rosé. I find out that its cute that both of you together," Jennie said supporting Jungkook's idea.

   "I'm sorry but I don't want to be part of your plan. Seeing them happy makes me happy too but in my own way," I said when the four of us saw both of them laughing together far from us.

   "Are you sure Lisa?" Jisoo asked me and I just smiles.

   "I'm hundred percent sure." I replied and look at Jungkook.

   "Lets go to class together now shall we?" I asked him and he nodded.

   "Oh guys, don't tell Jimin and Rosé about this. Let them be happy. I don't their relationship get distract because the fact that I know about it." I said to them and they just signal me okay.

   "Do you really don't wanna break them apart?" He raised his eyebrows at me and I shook my head.

   "They looks happy now and I don't want them to be unhappy when we break them. Please kookie, for the sake of me don't break them." I beg him and he just stayed silent.

   "So what do we do now?" He asked me after a few minutes of silent.

   "We learned how to move on slowly," I said and smiles.

Its true. Even when I really want to be with Jimin, but he looks happy with Rosé and I guess it is enough for me.

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I'm walking alone to the dance class when someone stop me.

   "Lisa," she called my name slowly.

I turned my head and smiles after saw her face.

   "Need any help Tzuyu?" I asked her and she shook her head.

She then hug me and start to cry keep repeating the same words.

   "I'm sorry," thats all the word she keeps repeat.

   "For what? You didn't do anything wrong to me?" I replied and smile at her.

   "For taking Eunwoo from you. I know you loves him very much but I fell for him. I'm really sorry," she said not wanting to look at me.

   "Hey, look at me," I said and she slowly face me.

   "Its not your fault all of this happens. Its my fault and I know you can love him more than I do. Promise me you won't think about this anymore," I continue and shows her my finger.

   "I promise," she said and lock her finger with me.

   "And Lisa, I know this is a bit shocking but before Jimin dates Rosé, she loves you very much," she said which make my eyes and mouth wide open.