Fix Me Part 2: I'm Broken

Chapter 47: A Story to Tell

Alex’s POV

“Then tell me. Who are you Alexander Sky Ferrer Philips. Why are you messing with my memory?”  Blair asked me. Confusion is evident in her eyes. Alam kung naguguluhan na siya sa lahat ng mga sinasabi ko.

“Me? Who is Alexander Sky Philips in your life? I’m your boyfriend. We’ve been together for a year already.” Simula ko,tiningnan lang ako ni Blair.

Cassandra’s POV

“We met outside starbucks when you were having a vacation here in the Philippines. I stole your first kiss that time. Wala lang I just felt kissing you. You’re a walking temptress for all I know. I wasn’t expecting that you are my brother’s girlfriend.”  Ano daw?? Ako girlfriend ni Clark?

“After that day nakipagkita kasi ako kay Louis and it turns out na ikaw pala ang girlfriend niya. I wasn’t expecting that one. That day also inaway mo ako for stealing your first kiss from you ni hindi ka pa nga hinalikan ni Clark. Isang tulad ko lang pala ang makakahalik sayo. You don’t like me that time because I’m way different from Clark. He’s Mr. Perfect and I’m Mr. Imperfect.” Hindi ko alam kung paano ang magrereact sa mga sinasabi ni Alex saakin. I just don’t understand it.

“One day nag-away kayo ni Clark at hinanap mo ako. You wanted to meet me at starbucks at parang pinalaruan nga naman kayo ng destiny at nakita mo si Clark na nakikipaghalikan kay Whine.Iyak ka ng iyak that day at ako lang nandyan para sayo. Di ko alam that time ay nagalit ako kay Clark. Seeing you cry because of that id*ot makes me want to kill him.”

“Since that very moment I promise to myself that I am going to protect you no matter what happened. Ginawa ko ang lahat para sayo hanggang sa narealize na may gusto na pala sayo. We became best friends noong una hanggang sa mangligaw ako sayo. Alam mo ba noong nangligaw ako sayo noon sinagot mo na ako agad-agad pero noong nanligaw ulit ako pinahirapan mo talaga ako. Ironic isn’t it??”

“When you got an amnesia di ko alam kung anong gagawin ko, I was depressed, wrecked and even brokenhearted that time you woke up. Ang sakit-sakit! Kaya naman I decided to stay away from your life and make you fall for me once I’m ready.. Kaya yun ang ginawa ko Blair.” Sabi niya at napayuko siya and he started sobbing.

“Kasalan bang mahalin kita ng sobra na halos hindi ako makahinga pagwala ka? Am I that stupid to love you?? Answer me Blair because.. I have no freaking idea of what’s going to happen.” Sabi niya sabay hawak sa kamay ko. Tiningnan ko naman siya. I just don’t know how to react.. Parang di nagsink in lahat ng sinabi niya saakin.

“Alex.” Panimula ko.

“Leave me alone.” Mahina kong sabi sa kanya.

“Blair.”

“Just please.. I need time..”

“Blair.”

“Alex. I can’t talk to you right now. I’ve had enough.” Sabi ko sabay tulak sa kanya palabas.

“Blair.”

“If you love me then you’ll understand my decision. I don’t want to see you Alex and please do respect that.” I said then I closed the door. Di ko napagilan ang sarili ko at umiyak ako. Ganun pala ang ginawa ni Alex saakin pero sana sinabihan niya lang ako kaysa nagtago siya. Nakakainis! I hate him for his actions. Damn it. Halos hindi na ako makahinga sa kakaiyak. Di ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. I feel so lost.. I feel like I was just a damn toy! Paglalaruan lang nila pagfeel nila. Urggh! This is so frustrating.

Kumuha ako ng beer sa fridge ko. Thank God at nag grocery si Kuya at sinamahan pa niya ng beer. I drink when I’m stress it makes me feel better. The feeling of the alcohol when it passes through your throat is very soothing and refreshing. It’s like a drug to me. It makes me numb.