loverboys || benjey

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I woke up with a killer migraine. I turned off my alarm clock and dug my head into my pillow.
FUCK MY LIFE.
Why'd it hurt so badly?
I went to stand up and I almost fell over, I couldn't see and I got dizzy. This wasn't good. I slowly made my way to the bathroom and got some medicine before stumbling back to my room. Well there goes my second day of school, because I'm not leaving this bed again.
I texted my mom and let her know that I requested to stay home. She allowed it, she probably thought it was my anxiety, but I genuinely felt horrible.

I switched to Benji's contact and sent him a quick text.

Jorge🐟🌸: I'm not going to be at school today, my head is killing me. Sorry :(

Benjamin💕💘❤️: Want me to come over? We can just chill if you'd like, so you're not alone

Jorge🐟🌸: Thank you, Marcus is going to come over though

Benjamin💕💘❤️: That's uh cool, can I come over after school if you're feeling better then?

Jorge🐟🌸: Yeah sure ✋🏻😎 ttyl, have a good day !

Benjamin💕💘❤️: You too angel

Benjamin💕💘❤️: bro*
seen 6:21am

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That fucker. I wanted to scream. That nickname did a number on me and I had no clue why. Ugh Marcus wasn't even coming over today, I don't know why I lied. I'm so dumb, maybe I should just invite him over? Who knows. I wanted Benji. Not Marcus. I liked making him jealous though, and I wouldn't chase after someone who didn't want me.
I texted Marcus.
I need someone at least.

He said he'd be right over after his lesson.
I smiled.
Sent him a text with my address, then laid back down falling asleep again.

I woke up to the sound of a text from Marcus saying he showed up. Marcus knocked at the door a second later, I groaned and went to get the door. I hated moving, but I had to to open the door so, bruh moment. I unlocked the door and opened it seeing the cute brown haired boy standing there.

It just wasn't the one I wanted.

I stepped aside and invited him in, "Hey Marcus, thanks for coming over"

"No problem, anything for someone as cute looking as you." He laughed, and I pushed myself to laugh too, but I didn't really feel it in me. He was too sweet, It was sorta..icky.
We went up to my room and sat together.

"So... Mr. Jorge, why aren't you at school?"

"My head was killing me, It's better now, but still hurts a bit." I said and bit my lip. Marcus was extremely attractive, his personality wasn't entirely everything, too..clichè acting, too sweet. But the rest was nice.
I could see myself with him.
I tried to block my mind off Benji as we talked, and for awhile we just laid on my bed together and stared at the ceiling while I rested my eyes.

The silence had lasted around fifteen minutes when Marcus turned to look at me. He brushed a piece of hair out of my face and laughed softly. "What?" I mumbled and opened my eyes to look at him.

"Nothing" He said then paused, and leaned in kissing me. I was taken off guard, but I kissed back, hard.
It was nice kissing someone who hopefully wouldn't regret it right after. We stayed like that for awhile, just kissing, then he got on top of me and deepened the kiss. It was hot. I couldn't lie.

I let him explore inside my mouth, while i tugged on his hair gently. He pulled away then went to my neck, sucking and biting on a sensitive part. I let out a tiny gasp and bit my lip, tangling my hands in his hair still.
That was definitely going to leave a hickey.

time - skip

Marcus and I didn't have sex.
He wanted to.
And some part of me did too. (Whorehey)
But we didn't. I just couldn't.
It was after school and I kept waiting for Benji to show up but he hadn't yet.
I really missed him. I felt terrible not inviting him over today, I could've bonded better with him and fixed our relationship but no.
I decided to have a guy over who gave me four hickeys and a slight hard on then chickened out and made him leave.
What even was my life anymore? I honestly didn't know.

Then I heard the taps on my window. I smiled and quickly rushed to it, pushing it open.
"Heya bitchboy, come on up."