loverboys || benjey

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I woke up to a tapping sound on my window. It scared the shit out of me. I didn't want to move, but it just got louder. I slowly stood up and moved towards the window, looking through it to see Benji. What the fuck was this man on. I obviously didn't want to speak with him. I opened the window just as he threw another rock and it almost hit me in the face.

"Thanks dickhead," I called to him angrily from the window. "What are you doing here?" I asked, I tried to keep the bitter edge off my voice but I couldn't. This was getting exhausting, all the back and forth. I was confused and hurt.

"I need to talk you Jorge, please? Only
five minutes, then I'm gone I swear. Please?" He begged as he looked at me. I sighed and gave into it. Five minutes wouldn't kill me. Would it?

"Alright bitchboy, five minutes that's it. I mean it." Benji smiled widely and did a little victory "yes" to himself as he climbed to the window and inside my house, landing on the floor with a soft thud. This bitch might as well be bipolar I swear. What's up with all these personality changes? I sighed and walked over to my bed sitting down.

Benji followed and sat a bit away from me on the other side, causing me to roll my eyes. I brought out my phone and only then realized it was 10pm. Well damn. I quickly set a timer for five minutes then set my phone down looking at him.
"And..go."

"I'm sorry Jorge, the kiss earlier really scared me, I didn't mean it, I really like Maddison. But I also do? Did? Like you? I don't know. I was upset and I wasn't thinking. I never meant to hurt you. You're important to me and a really good friend..." He slowly trailed off the sentence as he stared at my wall. I almost thought he was going to cry.

I started laughing uncontrollably and I didn't know why, my anxiety was fucking with me. Then Benji joined in too and we both were laughing like maniacs, I almost cried from laughing too god damn much.

"Benji listen. The kiss didn't mean anything to me, and I'm talking to someone. I'm grateful for your apology, but it's fine. Do whatever you want, you're a big boy." I sort of stretched the truth, the kiss meant a lot to me, and I didn't want him to do whatever he wanted, I wanted him to do me. Actually, I just wanted him to be with me. That seemed impossible though.

The room was really silent after it being so loud, so I finally got the courage to look back up at Benji again, only to see he was lost in thought.

"Who're you talking to?" The words seemed to echo off my walls. The tone of his voice made me smile.. was that jealousy I heard buried in? Maybe.

"His names Marcus, he's sweet, we're hanging out this weekend." I laid back on my bed and acted a bit more chick flicky girl, trying to see how jealous I could make him.

"Oh, that's cool." He said and tried playing it off, I smiled. He was definitely jealous now.

"Benji you know you're such a babie sometimes" I sat up and looked at him and moved closer. I put a hand under his chin and moved his face so he was looking at me.

"hey what does that mean?" He complained and I just laughed.
He looked pretty fucking cute, jesus christ. Thoughts of kissing him earlier returned and I glanced at his lips...
Then my timer went off.
I quickly scrambled to turn it off and then looked back at him.

"Does this mean I've got to go now?" He said in a fake sad tone.

No.
"Yes." I said despite wanting him to stay.

"Alright, but are we cool now Jeyjey?"

"Yes Benji, now leave before my mom gets home and asks why a random boy is in my room" I said and laughed shoo-ing him towards the window as he climbed out and got to the ground safely.

"Goodnight Jey"

"Goodnight Benji"

I closed my window then went back to my bed.
What the fuck even just happened.
God Benji was something else.
Then I realized; how the fuck did he find my house? I laughed and took out my phone.
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Jorge🐟🌸: BITCH HOW DID U FIDN MY HOUSE U WEIRD STALKER

Benjamin💕💘❤️: snap maps u clueless hoe

Jorge🐟🌸: oh wait that makes sense, nvms soRy 😚😚

Benjamin💕💘❤️: lmao it's fine ✋🏻🥴

Jorge🐟🌸: text me when ur home so i know you're safe, ttyl

Benjamin💕💘❤️: Will do, ttyl whorehey 😤👎

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I laughed at the nickname, Syd must've told him about that. I did used to be a whore, I couldn't lie. But I put that behind me, with everything else. I set my phone down once more then ventured into my kitchen for a snack. I was starving, I hadn't ate all day. I made myself a salad then brought it back to my room as I ate it. My mother was working late, I didn't know when she would be home. But I hoped soon.

I attempted to stay up until my mom came home, but I knew I wouldn't last.
I then got a text.
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Benjamin💕💘❤️: I'm home. Goodnight, sleep well.

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I smiled because of the text, happy that he remembered. I was too tired to reply though, instead I fell asleep again.