Braylen is torn by the definition of Love and sets out to figure out what love is and find its true definition.
He writes this book recording his thoughts and emotions and making it an easier way to come clean.
He wants to get rid of this heavy bur...
A couple of days had past and we continued to text... occasionally... she'd gotten her phone taken and snuck on her old phone to text me. I would text her about random things but sometimes it took hours before I got any response. I totally understood but sometimes it just felt as if she was ghosting me, it didn't seem truthful.
I talked to a friend of mine, named Kyle, he'd given me advice about the situation but told me to be careful. I may just be getting lead on and getting played. As much as it hurts to admit I considered this a possibility and still am. However I am fully prepared for any of the consequences that may come from this online relationship. Getting played by Ni wouldn't bother me at the given moment for the simple fact that I'm still trying to discern if this is Lust or if this is really Love. Again this question burdened me weighing heavy on my heart. Lust or Love?
As focus slowly drifts away from Ni I am all of a sudden being drawn back into my ex. My ex is who we were discussing in chapter one. Mckenna I'd started having medical issues that I knew only she would understand and be able to help me through. So I texted her and told her how I was feeling. She'd texted back and we texted for a while and texting her really helped center and control my thoughts. She just helped me focus and feel at peace with my mind.
We started texting on a daily, as Ni fell closer and closer to the bottom of my recent DM's. It's not like I lost feelings for her, it just seemed as if she didn't have feelings for me.
As things started moving and days past I took another step in my journey. The journey to The One.
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