What happened between me and Mckenna became embarrassing for me to talk about to anyone besides the people who already knew. I could lie to the people who didn't know to cover up my mistakes but I couldn't lie to the people who knew what I did wrong. I told people that she started tripping and I'm done with her. Every time that sentence flew out of my mouth I immediately realized another mistake. I wished that I could change the things I'd said but it was too late all I could do was fess up, but I didn't have the guts to fess up to the people that mattered most. I told lies to convince myself and others that I was over Mckenna but the fact that I tried so hard to forget proved to me that I wasn't past her.
As much as she cared about me not once did she wrong me, talk about me behind my back, or show me any form of negativity. Why?
Because she knew how it felt to be wronged. She'd been cheated on before we started talking. Even though I was too she'd learned from that relationship and I was still trying to figure out how to patch a healed wound;
Instead of focusing on what truly mattered at the time. After she'd told me she found someone else I figured it'd be best for me to do the same. So I tried to move on. I found myself starting to message someone else more than I did Mckenna. I'd finally started to move on or so I thought...
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The One?
RomanceBraylen is torn by the definition of Love and sets out to figure out what love is and find its true definition. He writes this book recording his thoughts and emotions and making it an easier way to come clean. He wants to get rid of this heavy bur...
