(sorry for the photo, it's mine but I tried to make a hole into the water, didn't succeed that well. It looks more like a monster that wants to eat you. sorry)
Have you ever felt like that? Like drowning in a deep dark hole in the ocean you can't escape from.
Yet they tell you, you can do it, that you can even reach the clouds if you would just take the chance, work harder or have the will to do that.
You tried to do it, to make it happen and it didn't work. You feel helpless, like they don't understand and that they never will.
They tell you, you could talk to them, that you even should talk to them if there's anything. But they would never understand, grow upset and/or annoyed.
So you get more secretive about everything and try to get through that struggles by yourself. But you can't, your drowning more and more, desperate for someone to help you. They're already there, so why aren't they doing anything.
You feel like they just talk and talk but never throw a rope down to help you. They only preach about things you have to do better, where they don't even practice it themselves or they don't even know anything about it.
But I think secretly they want to help you, they even tell you that, but do they really try? Or are they making everything worse.
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CasualeShin ae: This is me writing about my thoughts I'm struggling with in my life. Poems, rambling. and nowadays reminders that are useful for me but I hope also for you. - adult me Warning: It (could) contain(s) Self harm, Anxiety, Stage fright, Eatin...
