Emily's journey to happiness

Chapter 12

Elizabeth looked over at Emily laying in the hospital crib watching TV wondering how she is going to tell her this news.

"Are you sure there is nothing that can be done to help her?" Elizabeth asked wanting to make sure it was set in stone.

"Elizabeth I'm sorry to say but she has no chance ever. She will be in diapers forever." Amanda said hoping Elizabeth understood now.

Elizabeth looks back to Amanda then back over to Emily. Elizabeth wants Emily to be happy she has been dealt a bad hand and needs to finally be happy.

Elizabeth let's the doctor get back to work while she walks over to Emily and looks down at her watching TV in the crib thinking how cute she looks.

"What's wrong Elizabeth you look sad?" Emily can see Elizabeth looking down at her with tears in her eyes.

"Sweetie I have a question for you, and I want an honest answer baby." Elizabeth says seeing a look of worry on her face.

"Um ok what's wrong?" Emily wants Elizabeth to stop crying cause it's making her sad.

"Emily, I know you told me you like diapers. But how much do you really like them?" Elizabeth could see a look of confusion on Emily's face. Like why are you asking me that.

"I mean they make me feel safe and a lot better about myself and make me feel not so alone in the world just cause of how it makes me feel warm inside why?" Emily could see Elizabeth thinking.

"How would you like it if I let you wear them forever sweetie?" Elizabeth was hoping Emily would be ok with this and not upset.

"I'm might not like it at first, but I'd get use to it why?" Emily wondered.

"Well sweetie the doctor told me you will be wear diapers forever cause of what happened.... I'm sorry baby." Elizabeth saw a range of emotions going over Emily's face. Elizabeth quickly picked up Emily and started hugging her and cuddling her keeping her close to her chest.

"If I'm in diapers forever.... Does that mean I'll look like a baby and be a baby forever too?" Emily had a few tears coming down her face that Elizabeth quickly wiped away.

"We are not sure yet sweetie but for now your diapers will always be with you." Elizabeth felt the girl breathing deeply and harder not sure what to do.

"I don't mind the diapers Elizabeth I just want to grow and not be so small. Everyone thinks I'm a toddler or at best 5-year-old no one treats be my age. I MEAN LOOK I'M IN A CRIB HERE!" Emily was dry heaving now.

"Sweetie I know I'm going to do all I can to help you baby I want you to grow too I want my little girl to be as tall as me one day." Elizabeth could feel Emily calming down a bit and still shaking.

"Sweetie no matter what I'll always keep you safe I'll always do what I can to make you happy. Emily you're my daughter now and I plan on making sure you are happy." Elizabeth held tightly onto Emily rubbing the girls back slowly.

"And even if there are some littler things you want to do; I'll do them for you angel." Elizabeth smiled down at Emily.

As Elizabeth said that last part Emily remembered her sucking on Elizabeth's breast this morning when she woke up and hoped that she wasn't talking about that.

"You don't mean.... Um what happened this morning right?" Emily says blushing bright red.

"Yes, sweetie that's what I mean. We can do that if you really want to. I'm willing to do it for you." Elizabeth just loved how red Emily's face was right now and how cute she looked.

Emily's brain was going 100 miles per an hour wondering what to do.

'I mean... It might not be too bad but at the same time I'm 16! What girl my age does this!... But if what she is saying is true... And the fact I don't remember some stuff could it be for my health or could it make me worse?' Emily kept thinking what if and she was scared.

"Elizabeth if you think it's safe and it's ok... I will be willing to try it I just am scared about everything going on I'm not even sure who I am myself anymore."

"Emily baby I'll always be right here if you don't want to try it we wont but if you keep sleeping next to me and that happens too many more times we will try it understand?" Elizabeth could see Emily thinking about that idea.

Emily knew it wouldn't happen anymore she would make sure of that. "Deal if I keep doing it then we can try it." Elizabeth smiled down at Emily seeing her blushing again at what she just agreed to do.

"Ok let's lay you down baby it's time for you to go to bed and for me to make a call."

"Ok Elizabeth... I love you." Elizabeth kissed Emily on her head before laying her down in the crib and giving her a pacifier. "I'll be back soon sweetie." Elizabeth turns out the light and closes the door behind her. She knows Emily might not be tired, but she couldn't wait anymore, and she wanted answers and info.

Elizabeth pulls out her cell and calls john again.

"Any luck uncle?" Nurse's near by could feel the anger and rage coming off Elizabeth and tried to stay the hell away.

"Well I did find him, but you might not like it." John said.

"Where is he dammit!" Elizabeth yelled into her cell.

"He's in jail already for hit and run." John told her.

"FUCKING HELL."

"Calm down Elizabeth I've taken care of it." John said.

"How that scum bag is in fucking jail!" Elizabeth was more pissed than ever now.

"I may have let it slip to a guard at the jail and he may let it slip that jack is a kid beater." John knew the inmates would take care of him and now Elizabeth would be clean no matter what Elizabeth was the one thing he wanted to protect and now he was going to protect her and Emily and make sure Elizabeth said happy.

"Go watch your daughter hun and get some sleep."

Elizabeth's rage was calming down a bit now knowing jack would soon pay.

"Thanks john thank you."

"it's ok deal I promised your mom and dad I would watch out for you. That means your daughter too. Keep her Safe. Talk later." John ended the call waiting to hear the news of jack.

Meanwhile at deer lodge prison.

"So, jack I hear you like to beat kids now."

"WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU THAT." Jack screamed.

"it seems a girl that you fostered years ago you tried to kill, and she lived."

"You have no god damn proof!" Jack was scared now he knew he was in deep shit one thing people in prison hated together were pedo's and people who beat kids.

"Trust me Jack I have all the proof I need. Does the name Emily. Ring a bell?"

Jack's face turned ghost white he knew he was a dead man.

"Shut the door behind me boys I need to have a talk with Jack."

At that the door was shut behind the huge man in front of jack.

The man's nickname was the collector he only killed pedos, rapest and people who beat kids he would cut off their man hood then feed it to them before killing them. Jack would be the 50th person he had killed in is life.

Jack's dead body was found 3 hours later while Bruce the man that had killed him was reading a book in Jack's bed.

It would later come to light that Jack had abused every girl that had been at the foster home he and his wife ran and that most the girls that ran away he had killed. By the time police had searched his land from an anonymous tip they had found over 30 body's. Jacks terror was now forever over.