i've been with emma for a week or 2 now. my parents said it was fine to stay at her apartment and watch her. i was her caretaker now. the roles have switched.
i take her to school everyday. we see each other for the classes we have together and for lunch. i sit with her. were always laughing at one another's jokes and holding hands. it was odd at first, everyone had something to say about our relationship. grayson made sure to stay quiet. i don't think emma and him have talked about it. i didn't want him anywhere near my emma.
"i heard that ethan fucked her and she left grayson."
"emma has always been a fake bitch, glad grayson dumped her ass."
"can't believe ethan has been with her for this long."
all the rumors i heard, bothered me of course. i couldn't believe they said that about my emma. she was perfect. but i couldn't show that i was pisses at everyone talking.
everyone loves drama these days. it was fucking old.
me and em didn't let it get to us, or we didn't say it did. we pretended it was just us. i liked it this way.
i wasn't completely obsessed with em okay? i hung out with the basketball team sometimes, and emma has her girlfriends. i just made sure i was always there to take her home.
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ethan has been so amazing to me. no one has ever acted like this towards me. i told him that he can live and hang out with his friends more. he didn't have to babysit me all the time. he just waved me off, saying he enjoyed my company.
i couldn't disagree. i loved the kid.
school has been terrible, more than usual. all the rumors, i hate to admit it, but they get to me. everyone thinks i'm either a cheater or that i was just another dolan hook up. it fucking hurt. i could tell it didn't bother ethan, he acted like we were the only people there.
i wish we would talk about us. about what we're doing. because as much as i didn't want to admit it, ethan did hook up with random girls all the time.
i pushed the thought that i was just "another fuck" out of my head.
we were happy together.
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when school is over we go back to my apartment. since i was feeling better, we had our separate beds. ethan's bed being the couch. ethan suggested it, not me. i liked that we shared a bed for the first few days. it was so warm and comforting. when i woke up to his hazel eyes and messy hair, my heart skipped a beat. he was so beautiful.
go really chooses favorites.
i did, however, get to hear his deep morning voice every. day. it was godly. i would be lying if i said it didn't turn me on.
jesus my mind wanders.
"i'm gonna go hang out with the boys, wanna come?" he asks me placing his arms around my hips. his hands rested on my ass.
i roll my eyes, smirking the tiniest bit, "nah i'm good. im gonna chill here and do some laundry and house chores." i kiss him.
he kisses me back, and before he pulls away, bites my lip. i almost melt and beg him to stay.
this boy drove me crazy.
