Together Again / Brendon Urie

13. Brendon

"Oh come on my shots didn't even register!" I yell at her tv and Addie giggles next to me. She stopped playing a couple rounds ago but said I could continue playing. After a quick fight of back and forth, well I'm still playing while she is curled up in a blanket with her second glass of wine. Her feet are pressed against my thigh and I glance at her while I'm on the loading screen. She smiles at me and I let go of the controller with one hand to cup her feet and rub them briefly through the blanket. This is relaxing. She wiggles her toes and I move my hand up to her ankles squeezing lightly here and there. She stares at me and sips her wine glass before placing it on the end table behind her.  Her eyes get heavy and now it matches my breathing. I swallow hard and move my hand up to her thigh, again the blanket is still on her. She stares at me with such desire and I hope this is what she wanted because I'm not smooth and hella nervous. I place the controller down next to me and continue moving my hand that hasn't left her body. I lean over her now and my body presses against hers, my hand is now under the blanket cupping the backside of her thigh and the other is having a battle with touching her breast or not.

I decide against it and cup her face, her eyes haven't left mine and I lick my lips. She wants this right? Or else she would have stopped me by now. Her eyes dip closed and I shorten the distance. I kiss her lightly, her lips are so soft. Her hands move to my shoulders and when I think she is going to push me away she pulls me closer. I stumble and kind of fall on her but she doesn't care in fact she is kissing me harder then I am kissing her back. I amp up the kiss to match hers and I hold back a groan. I break away for air and she kisses my neck. I let out a shaky breath and my hands tremble so I move them to her waist. She hastily discards the blanket to the floor and positions me between her legs. Oh god. I kiss her again, harder and lick her tongue briefly before retreating and repeating the process. My tongue seducing hers and it leaves her frustrated and wanting to come back. She breaks the kiss and takes my glasses off my face, placing them on the coffee table. I smile down at her and she smiles back before our lips meet again. "I like your glasses, but they are in the way." She whispers and I chuckle nuzzling her nose.

I pull away and return to my seat to pull her on top of my lap. She follows my lead quickly and straddles my lap so our tongues can dance together once again. Addie moves slowly on my lap and my hands fight to stay on her hips when they want to travel south and touch her. I can't, not yet. It's not the right time. But when will it be the right time? Addie moves to place kisses on my neck and my head lolls to the side, I moan out at the feel of her on top of me. My hands tighten on her waist and now I'm getting hard. I have to leave. Addie lowers herself to press against my growing erection and I freeze. She senses it and stops. "What's wrong?" She asks, her face is red like she did something wrong. I run a hand through my hair, "Nothing, I-I think I should go." Why am I anxious? "O-oh," she removes herself quickly and keeps her distance, I've offended her. "You didn't do anything wrong it felt really good." I try to fix this but the damage is done. "It's ok, you don't have to lie," she stands up taking the wine glasses and walks to the kitchen. "Addie, I'm not lying. I just don't want to move too quickly." I admit and I see her shoulders relax as she stands in front of the sink. "Just be honest with me for once," I furrow my eyebrows in confusion. "I've never lied to you," I state, she turns around and rolls her eyes. "Addie..." I sigh and she crosses her arms. "I thought you liked me," she replies calmly and I make my way closer to her. "I do."

"Then why stop? I thought you were enjoying it." She asks getting shy on the topic. "I did," I sigh again. "Then what happened?" I lower my head and close my eyes. "I haven't been with anyone since Sarah." I finally admit to myself and Addie. She softens immediately, "Bren-"

"You don't have to say anything, I'm ok. I'm a big boy." She nods and we stand in silence for a second. "Well since obviously I ruined the mood and probably the night. I'm going to go," I knock my knuckles once on her peninsula before turning around. "You didn't ruin the night, it was very nice and enjoyable." She explains to my back I turn around and she is closer. "I'm glad you told me. It's a big deal to move on after what you've been through and I'm honestly still surprised you asked me out."

"Why?" I ask and she smiles laughing a little. "Brendon, we hated each other in high school and now look at us. We're full on adults and making out on my couch." I laugh at the turn of events but then realize something. "I never hated you," I explain and she arches an eyebrow. "I beg to differ," she begins but I cut her short. "I didn't hate you, yeah I was a messed up teenager but I didn't hate you." I say again to get it through her head.

"Well you had a funny way of showing it," I roll my eyes at her now. "Yeah yeah, I know." I reply before pulling her close and kissing her again. I lean back against the counter and pull her body into mine. She's surprised but I feel more confident now. I move my lips over hers and swipe her tongue with mine again. Her body responds and pushes up against my torso. I groan into her mouth and continue exploring her body with my hands. I settle on her ass an pull her onto my semi hard on, eliciting a gasp from her. Her hands brace on my shoulders and I push her cheek to the side with my nose in order to the gain access to her neck.
I kiss and nip her delicate skin careful not to mark her, after all she has to work tomorrow. I pull away now at the thought of work. "Ok, maybe I should go." I gulp for air and she nods. "Ok," she's not mad, she just agrees seeing as to where this is leading. "Want me to pick you up?" I ask and she nods immediately. "Yes."