Together Again / Brendon Urie

21. Brendon

I'm rinsing shampoo out of my hair when someone knocks on the door. That someone has to be Addie, because she is the only one with a key to this room. "Yeah?" I clear my face of soap and peak out the curtain. "I need a tissue." She explains through the closed door. I stifle a laugh and call her in, "just come in and grab it." I reply and I hear the door squeak open. She has already showered, dressed and done her make up. I took a nap and when she was done she woke me up and now I'm getting ready for our dinner tonight. Dinner with my family and her dad, we changed it so we wouldn't have to spend two days driving back and forth. Her dad was more then willing to and my mom is excited. They never officially met, they just knew of eachother from our senior year.

Addie leaves the bathroom and I turn the water off, grab my towel and start towel drying my hair. After dinner tonight I'm going to take Addie to the strip, and we are going to do Vegas old school. Drink and walk and gamble and drink some more. I wrap the towel around my waist and exit the bathroom. Addie is sitting cross legged on her bed and looks up when I enter the new space. Her jaw drops at my body and I can still feel beads of water dripping down my torso. "Like what you see?" I tease and she frowns. "You are so full of yourself." She looks back down at her phone that is cradled in her lap. "Hey you're the one that stared." I reply quickly and she sticks her tongue out at me. I giggle at her childish response and grab my clothes from my duffle bag.

"You nervous?" I ask and she shakes her head. "Why would I be?" I shrug and cradle my clothes in my arms. "I don't know, reasons."

"Go get ready before we are late." She commands and I walk off. "I'm never late."

"You're late," my mother teases me and I eye Addie. "Its her fault," I blame and she scoffs. "Is not! You had to do your hair." I roll my eyes and then we start laughing my mom included. I stare at my old home, Addie's dad should be here shortly, and I remember all the memories I had here with Addie and our school project. Most of it was her being mad at me but the best was when I rubbed clay on her face at her house. I wanted to kiss her so bad, but again she remembered something and got mad. I look for Addie and find her in the kitchen with my mom. They are both cutting vegetables and talking, real adult stuff. I feel a hand on my shoulder and turn around to my dad handing me a beer. They don't drink, but they know how to be great hosts. "Thanks dad," I reply quietly and I take a couple sips before he pulls me outback. "How are you?" He asks straight away. "I'm ok, I'm alive." I joke and he shakes his head. "You don't call," I lower my head. "I know," I sigh and lower my beer to my hip. "So Addie?" He drags out her name in question. I smile at her name and he nods, "Ah, its like that." I look over at him and sip my beer again. "Its like what?" I continue looking at him. "You like her."

"Of course I do," I reply simply. "You know I remember her from senior year. She is a beautiful girl, I also remember her hating you. What changed?" And honestly I've been wondering the same thing. "I've changed, Sarah made me a better man and Addie hating me? That's still debatable." We laugh lightly and he gestures to go back inside. "Dinner should be done soon."

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I'll skip you the boring dinner conversation, we talked about high school, work, moving, life and Sarah came up a couple times. I'm fine but Addie, she feels out of place. We are driving back to the hotel and its quiet. "Did you want to get changed before we head to the strip?" I ask. Not because she isn't gorgeous already, because we are doing a lot of walking and I don't think she'll want to stay in her dress and wedges. "Nah Brendon, I just want to go back to the room. I'm tired," she admits and I'm kind of bummed. I wanted to get drunk with her. Well I mean I guess we can drink in the room. "Its only 9pm, we have all night still." I offer and she shakes her head. "Brendon, please." She asks sadly so I accept defeat. "Ok, but I'm stopping at cvs for beer."

I grab myself a case and her a 6 pack of her wine coolers. When I come out she is practically trembling in her seat. "Addie, what's wrong?" I ask worriedly grabbing her hand but she pulls away. "I don't know, there's just a lot going on." She's holding back tears and I take both her hands this time, she allows me. "Talk to me ba- Addie." She looks at me now. "See that, exactly that. You were going to call me baby and I'm not your baby. We aren't even friends really. Kind of friends with benefits except we haven't even gotten there yet." She goes off on a tangent and I drop her hands to run mine through my hair. "Addie," I sigh and we sit in silence for a few moments. "Do you like me?" She asks and I nod. "Of course I do, I wouldn't have asked you to come with me if I didn't." I reply curtly. "Do you like me?" I ask back and she nods. "I do," there's something to the edge in her voice that makes me question. "Why do I feel like there is more to that?" I ask calmly. "I like you a lot, you are a completely different person then who I grew up with but I can't shake this feeling that you are going to hurt me again like in high school."

And there it is, the thing that's been holding us back for months. My dumb ass teenager self, so full of hate and angst. "I was an unhappy child Addie, I'm sorry you were the victim of that." It gets quiet again so I start my dad's car, he leant it to us while we are here, and I drive back to the hotel.

We get inside and I start unbuttoning my dress shirt, I have a tank top on underneath. "Alright Addie, listen. I know-" I'm cut off from my own tangent by Addie's lips on mine. I look at her surprised before kissing her back and closing my eyes. I lean down into her more and take the lead. I move her up against the wall by the bathroom. Her hands around my neck and my hands bracing myself against the wall next to her head. I pin her to the wallpaper with my hips and kiss her deeply moving my hips in sync with my tongue. "Addie what-" I start asking what we are doing but she cuts me off. Her lips move to my neck and she finishes unbuttoning my shirt. I groan at what she is doing to me and I can't stop, I won't stop this time.

I grab the bottom of her dress and lift it so I can rub her clit. "I want you," I growl in her chest and she moans. "Oh god, fuck me." I take off her panties and they slide down her legs. She undoes my belt, button and moves onto the zipper as I look down watching her. When my pants are freed she hastily pulls my boxer briefs down and lifts her dress. "Right here?" I ask and she nods, her hair falling in her face. "I need to get a condom." I pant and she breathes out heavily. "Hurry up," she pants and I move quickly, to my duffle bag. I pull it out of my vanity bag and quickly tear it open. Addie is watching me roll it on and I return to between her legs.

I kiss her hard and hike her dress back up, the black fabric bunching up at her waist. "Brendon," she moans in my ear and my palms grip her thighs and I lift her against the wall. I use a hand to guide myself into her and oh my god. I moan and stare into her eyes as I enter her. She throws her head back and bites her lip. I instantly start moving, hard and deep. Slamming into her against the wall. She moans each thrust and she's driving me close to the edge already. "Oh my god Addie." I moan and place my forehead into her neck. Her legs tighten around my hips not giving me much room to move so my thrusts are short but deep. "Oh god," she moans out again and I'm going to fucking come. "Addie I'm close." I'm sad to admit and she moans at my latest thrust. "Oh-k," she breathes out and I go harder. I pound into her and her moans have stopped, just her panting and heavy breathing. Her face is pure ecstasy and I did not imagine our first time together being this dirty but I guess thats our relationship.

"Brendon, I'm close. Hold out for me." She breathes and fuck thats difficult with her breathing my name into my ear. I slow down and try to hold on but she still wants me to go hard based off her nails on my back. Everything is so intense and I can't stop. "Don't stop, don't stop." She begs and I bite her shoulder. She gasps at my teeth on her skin and its too late I can't hold on anymore. "Addie! Come," I demand her and she pulls my hair making me moan out rather loudly. I'm sure our neighbors are loving our 9:30pm noises, but hey its Vegas. And what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas.

I grind into her, surely bruising her hips into the wall and her fingernails dig into my shoulder blades. "Fuck, fuck." She moans out and the dam breaks. I thrust into her, hard, as I fill the condom and I feel her pulsing around me. She got off too, thank God. I breathe heavily into her neck and kiss her skin lightly. I weakly pull out and place her back on her feet. Her dress falling down to its natural state. I kiss her cheek and just breathe, she's staring at my chest. I didn't even get her naked. I'm wearing my button up, tank top and boxers still and she is in her whole dress and heels. "That was hot," I pant out and chuckle. Addie nods her head and smiles. "I've never done that before." I kiss her cheek, ear, and neck again before pulling away and going into the bathroom right next to us. I discard the condom, pull my pants, shirt and shoes off leaving me in my undershirt, boxers, and socks. I come out and Addie is in her pjs. "Goodnight?" I tease and she looks at me. "Will you sleep with me?" She asks quietly like a child. We got a room with two beds but I think one will be used for non sleeping activities.