Idol Is My Fan

6. How can this be?

Chao-xing went over to her friend, struggling to keep what happened last night a secret.

"He walked me home and I pushed him into the dirt... It was an accident but it happened" She kept throwing random sentences at her friend

"Calm down... And tell me everything steps by step" He friend told her

Chao-xing tells everything to her friend and randomly she gets it "What if he hates me?" Chao-xing says

She decides to apologize. After they hang out she goes to see BTS practice and Ho-Seok invites her too. Yoon-gi, Nam-Joon, and Ho-Seok go up to her to greet her while watching Jin practice on stage.

"He looks nice doesn't he," Ho-Seok says

"Yeah, I like it," She says watching Jin sing and dance. Nam-Joon gets jealous but tries to hide it by leaving when suddenly Yoon-gi asks "Would you date him?" Nam-Joon stops to listen

"No. He, not my type," She says

"So you have a boyfriend," Yoon-gi asked

"No" She answers. Ho-Seok and Nam-Joon give her a look like she just committed a crime but Yoon-gi being playful takes flowers from a jar and suddenly kneels down scaring her.

"Marry me!" He says seriously everyone looks at each other confused and leaves her speechless.

"Umm... There's have a guy I'm interested in" She says

"I was just acting sister-in-law, " Yoon-gi says laughing "But who is he," He asks getting closer to her

"He super serious and at the same, the nicest guy I met" she explains smiling while Nam-Joon was listening

"What's his name," Tae-Hyung asks

"Nam-Joon" She answers smiling

Everyone looked around at each other confused. Nam-Joon suddenly says without thinking "Good luck with him" and tells everyone "let's go practice"

They all go to practice. Chao-xing stared at Rm thinking how he looks so like to Nam-Joon and remembered how she signed the comic book for him. After practicing his part RM comes up to Chao-xing concerned that she looks kind of pale. He comes up with a bottle of water.

"Hey are you okay" He came up reaching his hand to give her water

She was lost deep in her thoughts so when she turns around she trips over and just when she is about to fall he catches her. He couldn't stop staring at her and she couldn't stop staring at him with his dark makeup looking like a dark angel. He zooms out and pulls her closer to him to kiss her but she pushes him away, remembering Nam-Joon.

"Sorry there's a guy I like," She tells him blushing

All members see this and RM felt super embarrassed and upset that she loves his fake side and not him.

Chao-xing forgot about the time when she realizes she needs to go home. The busses already stopped driving so Nam-Joon decides to drive her home.

"How do you know where I live?" She asks him

"Ummm...Well... Ho-Seok told me" He says

"I never told him..." She replies seeing her mom come out and she sees Nam-Joon

"Kim Nam-Joon? I haven't seen you in ages" mom shouts coming closer to give him a hug

"Mom that Rm" Chao-xing replies

"I know his stage name I'm not that old," Her mom tells Chao-xing

Chao-Xing was confused and was getting mad that he lied meanwhile her mom invites him home for tea.

"How is your Grandfather? I haven't heard from him in a while since I left Korea."

"He is good." He answers awkwardly staring at Chao-xing

"Why are you in China?" Her mom asks

"Tour" He answers

"So you're leaving soon," Chao-xing asks fastly

"Ummm... depends what you want to call soon," Nam-Joon says

Chao-xing leaves to her room and starts rethinking the whole situation that happened between them. She was embarrassed by not being able to realize they are two same people and didn't know what to think.

Nam-Joon walks up to her bedroom door about to knock but he chooses not to and turns around to make his way downstairs when Chao-Xing opens the door and sees him.

"Hey..." They both say in one voice

"You go first," Chao-xing says "Come in" She adds

"I'm sorry... I didn't know how to tell you..." He tries to explain while coming in "I haven't had a relationship for so long that if I told you... we would have got together...I don't know if that what I want" He adds

Chao-xing says slowly raising his voice "Don't know what you want?... You could have told me straight up about this... I..I wouldn't force you to be with me... Do you really see me that stupid?" She finished her sentence pushing him aside to go to the kitchen and putting her cup away.

He takes a sticky note remembering tomorrow is a big day for her and writes

Don't your eyes hurt from such a colored room? Good luck tomorrow at your comic meeting! I'm really sorry...

After he writes he leaves going back home. She comes back expecting to see him but he leaves not saying bye. She gets really upset about it going to sleep. In the morning she wakes up seeing his note on her desk when she gets excited she starts calling him but she hangs up right away.