Idol Is My Fan

25. When your girl hates your best friend.

"Ugh my head" Chao-xing woke up and leaned towards the couch

She looks around unable to remember what happened last night. Reaching for a cup of water on the table she sees her sketches smiling but feeling off.

"We shouldn't drink so much at once" Jin gets up

"Ho-Seok!!!" She shouts waking up Yoon-gi

She gets up feeling dizzy but she still runs to Ho-Seok's room checking it not knowing where he is she runs to their river as fast as possible while calling him. He sat at the same place where they would always talk.

"Please don't do it," Chao-xing says standing behind him

He gets scared not expecting anyone to be there. He turns around getting up seeing her cry.

"If you think we don't care about you well we all do... Were not friends but family living with you guys is the best thing you helped me understand what family is..." Chao-xing rambles

"I'm tired of faking," Ho-Seok says looking away

"Why don't you be real with me... You yourself said were family" Chao-xing says

"There things I'll never be able to tell you," Ho-Seok says

"Why?" She asks looking up staring in his eyes

He didn't say anything but look straight in his eyes and grabs her by her pink jacket pulling her in for a hug.

"I'm just scared to never see you again" Chao-xing whispers

"Your such a fool" Ho-Seok whispers in her ear

"Maybe because nobody is telling me anything," She says holding on his jacket

Ho-Seok sees a guy leather jacket staring at him he lets go of Chao-xing fastly.

"Go home... I'll come soon" Ho-Seok says

"Where are you going?" She asks

"Meeting up with a friend," Ho-Seok says

"Jo-Kwon?" She asks

"Yeah" He lies

He leaves before she could say anything making her suspicious because she knows that Jo-Kwon is not even in Korea. He left her with a choice not to listen to him. She follows him and see's him meeting up with some guy giving him a bag he goes to a restaurant. She chooses not to go in and just goes home. She goes home and goes to her room straight knowing she has an important project to finish.

"What are you doing?" Nam-Joon wraps his arms around her kissing her neck

"I need to finish this project," Chao-xing says

"We're alone," Nam-Joon said softly

"Are you sure?" She gets up

He puts his hands on her hips while she wraps her arms over his neck and kisses him pushing him to the bed while he takes her clothes of her. But suddenly they hear a toilet flushing and Tae-Hyung comes out of their bathroom.

"Nam-Joon I just took some pictures wanna look over them?" Tae-Hyung asks not bothering with the fact that Chao-xing and Nam-Joon were just making out making Chao-xing jump up and put her shirt on

"I thought you said nobody is home," Chao-xing says

"I thought he left" Nam-Joon whispers back

"I didn't come at the right time right?" Tae-Hyung asks

"We were busy with something," Nam-Joon says

Tae-Hyung awkwardly leaves their room and Nam-Joon tells Chao-xing "Let's continue"

"Get away from me" Chao-xing pushes him aways going back to her school project

"What's wrong?" Nam-Joon asks

"I'm not in the mood" She answers

"Then I'll go see Nam-Joons photos" Nam-Joons opens the door

"I'm tired," Chao-xing says

"Huh?" Nam-Joon asks

"Every time we have something that just involves you and me someone gets in," Chao-xing says

"That never happens...Well sometimes but were family" Nam-Joon tries to justify it

"So last time when you made romantic dinner for me Jimin ate it or when we try to have sex Tae-Hyung comes in like we weren't doing anything," Chao-xing says

"What do you want me to do," Nam-Joon asks

"Talk to them," Chao-xing says

"What am I suppose to say don't come in when I and Chao-xing are doing stuff?" He asks

"I mean we can move out," Chao-xing says

"We can't!" Nam-Joon says

"Why?" Chao-xing asks

"We live together to work," Nam-Joon says

"Work? I don't see you working all you do is play video games and go to BigHit to practice" Chao-xing says

"Do we have to move?" Nam-Joon asks

"I'm tired sometimes I question are they all my boyfriend or it's you?" She asks

"How are we gonna tells them?" Nam-Joon asks

"I don't know we'll tell them when we'll find a perfect place" She forces a smile

She hears a door slam downstairs and runs down hoping it's Ho-Seok. However, it was Yoon-gi coming home after walking Tae-Hyung's dog. She gets extremely upset worrying for Ho-Seok 'What's going on? Why did he lie?' She thinks to herself as soon as she goes to the kitchen to pour water Ho-Seok shows up on the front door beaten up.

"Oh my god! What happened to you?" Chao-xing runs up to him

Nam-Joon comes running down the stairs getting him since Chao-xing won't be able to hold him alone. They take him to the room and Nam-Joon calls Bang Si-Hyuk suddenly Chao-xing takes the phone away "Why are you calling BigHit?"

"Our boss needs to know," Nam-Joon says

"Trust me don't call him just yet," Chao-xing says

Nam-Joon leaves the room and calls BigHit anyway not listening to her meanwhile she gets a wet towel and washes his face with putting medicine on the wounds. He sees her rubbing something on his neck but he felt too weak to react.

"What going on?" He asks

"I want to ask you that," She says

"If I tell you... You will hate me" He mumbles but she hears

"We all have our own problems so why would I?" She asks

"You hate your dad," He says

She gets tears realizing how true that is but says "I don't"

"Then forgive him..." He says

"I can't do that either," She says

"You can get a different friend, different lover but you can't change something you are blood-related to he is the only one," He says making her cry

"If you can't forgive him how would I know you don't hate me?" He asks

Nam-Joon comes in with Bang Si-Hyuk making Chao-xing stand up starring into Nam-Joon's eyes with disappointment. 

"What did you get into?" Bang Si-Hyuk asks 

"I'm thinking on leaving BigHit..." Ho-Seok says