Idol Is My Fan

16. Am I not attractive to him?

After Chao-xing covered herself she felt extremely embarrassed wanting to just die. Nam-Joon froze in shock for awhile forgetting about the fact that she saw Jimin naked an hour ago. 'she's so beautiful...What should I do seeing all of this?' He leaves the room without saying anything. Chao-xing got dressed in her pajama and started hitting her forehead talking to herself "Your such an idiot how could you forget your clothes outside the bathroom? What if he thinks my body is ugly?" She goes to sleep wondering if Nam-Joon will be back or sleep in someone else's room. Meanwhile, Nam-Joon was pacing down the living room rehearsing what he will say coming back to the room when suddenly Jungkook comes out to get water.

"What are you doing?" Jungkook asks 

"You need to help me!" Nam-Joon commands

'Why did I ask? I'm such an idiot... I wanna keep watching my show' Jungkook thinks to himself but instead gives him attitude "You scare me" 

"I'm staying in your room today," Nam-Joon says 

"What happened with making Chao-xing forgetting about Jimin" Jungkook saying trying to hold in his laugh 

"How you know?" Nam-Joon asks  

"She told us all in all the details" Jungkook messes with him

"What she thinks?" Nam-Joon asks 

"It's a secret but my advice is that it not a good idea to stay in my room today," Jungkook says to get rid of him

Nam-Joon not knowing what to think he sits down and thinks about everything that she could think meanwhile Jungkook quietly leaves back to his room laughing at how Nam-Joon is losing his mind and secretly continues eating pizza while watching his movie. When Nam-Joon comes into the room Chao-xing awkwardly pretends to sleep so he lays down beside her. After a while, they forget that they all laying beside each other and turn around at the same time facing each other and staring into their eyes. Nam-Joon slowly gets closer to her and kisses her without her resisting. He starts taking her clothes off and starts kissing her neck going down doing it extremely long because he was nervous and didn't know what to do next. Having her hopes up that something will happen this night he lays back down and turns away from her. 

'What just happened? What should I do?' She questions herself 

'Is he not interested in me?' she thinks 

'What do I do next? I never did this before' Nam-Joon thinks to himself

'You know what I'm done with this! I'm gonna be straight up with him' She encourages herself

She gets up and puts her clothes on trying to relax but being extremely mad. 

"I'm tired of you... I'm tired of you just messing with me... Why can't you just find some other idiot for you to mess with... Why can't you just tell me straight up that you don't like me?" She shouts at him making everyone Ho-Seok and Jin hear

"I do," Nam-Joon says worried to lose her

"Then what is the problem? Am I that unattractive to you?" She yells about to leave

"Where are you going," Nam-Joon asks

"Somewhere where I'll get sleep" She leaves the room 

Nam-Joon jumps up getting dressed. When she comes out she was about to sleep on the couch but Jin lets her sleep in his room while he stayed at Ho-Seok. When Nam-Joon comes out he sees her go in Jin's room and all night without sleeping he tried texting her and kept going to the door to listen but it was dead quiet.

"Calm down! She's alone" Jin comes up from behind

"Oh... I don't care that much" Nam-Joon says