Mine not Mine

Fourteen

I know you don't care, but I hate that I still care for you.
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After the four-hour trip we finally arrived here at Soleil, a paradise island and one of the tourist destinations here at Alberton. The turquoise color sea is so refreshing in the eyes and the warm salty breeze of the air too is relaxing. This is definitely the place you will surely fall in love to. The glittering waters of invites me dive into water. There's one good thing of coming here now, seeing this great place!

"Hey guys, let's settle in our room first" said Levi who I think owns this private villa guest house.

"Cal and Layla" Levi called out as he is holding the keycards. Now, I know the name of Cal's bride already—Layla.

"Man, because you're the highlight of this party, I'll let you stay in the best room" he stated with a bit of hesitation and Cal's smile reached his ears in an instant!

"Thanks, man" he said and took the keycard from Levi's hand and together with his bride they headed inside.

The next key card has been given to Hanna and Rev. Obviously Levi and Jane will have their own room. Then it is now just the four of us left with the two keys.

Levi scratches his head a bit. "Cal didn't tell me, he invited you." Levi said to me feeling apologetic but I hope he didn't mention about it already. It's already obvious in my eyes and he doesn't need to add my shame. I knew it I shouldn't have come. The rooms will just be exact for all of them.

I heard Aksel cleared his throat. I know he'll definitely go with Allia that's way too obvious. But, the thing is who will be staying in the other— Jett or me?

"We'll just —" Aksel's sentence cut off when Jett finally speaks "share room together" without asking my opinion. Seriously guys? Is my opinion doesn't really matter to you all? Can you even give me the chance to give my decision regarding this? 

Although, I am even more surprised to hear Jett dropped those words I know that I can still be cool about it. Among all of them in their group, Jett is the only one who doesn't like to mingle with women. I remember them teasing him that maybe he likes a man instead. Share one room together isn't really that big deal after all. 

"Great! that isn't a problem anymore" said Allia taking the last key card with a smile on her face. I know that luck dropped on her favor once again.

I wasn't able to have a quick look at them anymore when Jett already pulled me to follow him. I guess, this really is the best thing after all.

My eyes quickly darted at the neatly made bed the moment Jett opened the door. What is this? Why am I feeling suddenly nervous now? Is there any extra bed? I thought I am cool with this? But why do I feel like a snail that hides back to its shell? 

Jett stepped inside first and it's obvious that my feet are still hesitant to come in. He walked straight to the bed and sat on its side.

"aren't you coming in?" he asked in his normal tone of voice like nothing is wrong. Yes, of course nothing is wrong. It's just my brain that is starting to freak me out again. Jett is totally okay with it and he doesn't even look like he a man who can do something unthinkable plus he is not even interested to me. Maybe it's true that he likes a man instead.

"ya i'm about to, I'm just so amazed of the interior design" I said making it sound as cool as it should be and even making an excuse just so he wouldn't suspect that I don't feel comfortable. But, I feel bit better now. In fact, I am really so amazed of the interior design.

"Aksel's made it—I think it's Rev's design" he stated. Why again? Why mention his name? I am already running away from any thought of Aksel but he just mentioned it. I couldn't bear not to think of what is now going on to them both. I know I shouldn't think of it but my brain can't stop to process it. What more shall I expect them to do when I have already witnessed it all before?