To my dearest Vikram Barn
I know we weren't the best of mates or really close but I love you like a lot. I had the pleasure of filming minecraft videos with you and just straight up filming with you, watch our videos back and smile, remember me and the horrible process of trying to film. You know something I will always cherish about you is when I had no one you came round to cheer me up. You didn't make me sit and talk about my issues all we did is played games. You never expect anything from me and fuck that is what I needed from someone so I can't even begin to thank you enough. Please take care of the other boys it might not hurt you as much but I know that it will hurt Harry and JJ more and Harry can get fragile when alone please please take care of them because you are just that kind and caring person they all need right now I am so happy I had you even for a little. you were quite literally my saviour.Thank you a million my little Vikstar
losts of love your minecraft buddy x
Dear Ethan
If I'm completely honest with you one of my biggest regrets is not spending enough time with you because Ethan Payne you are a beautiful soul that I didn't get to know well enough and I am so sorry for that. You see you always did make me smile Ethan with your silly jokes and that amazing laugh you have promise me when I am gone you will continue to make people smile and giggle so hard to the point of no breathing. Make sure you continue to make the best content and just be you honestly because that is the best thing. Continue being just as weirded out and awkward as too when you walked in on Harry and I almost having sex because you needed to record. Be the Ethan that the first time I met you decided we needed to go shopping for food so you Harry and I did and it was so much banter.Please I beg be the Ethan I love so dearly with my whole heart. Keep my boys happy.
love you lots my big little Ethan x
Tobi, Tobi, Tobi,
I don't know where to start you know, you also managed to save me that day after the hospital when you came over, you could of told me just tell Harry but you didn't because you knew thats not what I wanted. I broke down to you about not wanting to die and you hugged me and just a simple hug made me feel better. The day we went out to the top of the hill and watched the sunset on the swings. Goodness I was so glad you got me out that day it was so good too just spill I guess. You told me you wanted a break from your channel and I understood uploading is tough shit I do hope it's better now. You were always there for me like the brother I never had I have no clue what I would do if you weren't in my life. Being able to blare music with you on the way home I'm gonna miss that shit. Yous see if I'm completely honest I'm trying to stay strong in these letter but right now I am breaking down. I don't know what I am gonna do not living normal life with you guys. I need you to always remember though you were my inspiration and I'm watching you so please big bro do me proud. You get em my love. Please go to the swing soon and sit there listening to our tunes. don't cry though. smile. I love you
from your little angel y/n/n x
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To die with you *wroetoshaw* ✔
Fanfictiony/n is JJs bestfriend and she finds out she only has a certain time to live. in telling JJ she became closer to JJs friends could she possibly fall for one of them, but what will become of Harry's feelings for her we he finds out y/n will die soon...
