lost stars || jjk

five

"You're mine and only mine."

He leaned in, eyes directed only onto my lips. I closed my eyes and waited for him to kiss me. It was only then I realized I looked pathetic.

Jungkook leaned back and smirked at me. "Did you really think I was going to kiss you?"

He tricked me.

"What? No!" I denied, avoiding his eye contact.

"Admit it, you were. Weren't you?" Jungkook questioned.

I sighed and walked off back to my desk. "Believe what you want."

"You still love me, don't you?"

No. I could never love you again. Not after everything you put me through.

"Of course not." I answered, it's true. I don't. I'm surprised that I don't hold any feelings still for him, but after five years, it was about time I got over it.

The only that remains - is the pain. I'll never forget how heartbroken I felt after finding out that my the both of my best friends had cheated behind my back.

What hurts the most is that, Jungkook, was my best friend before he was my lover. And after finding out who he truly was, I was devastated. Confused. Furious. The one person I thought I could trust the most, had been the one to hurt me the most.

I'll never forget Sujin accusing me that I was the bad person when really, she was. That bitch I once called my best friend, ended up pregnant a few months later.

Thankfully, it wasn't Jungkook. She was exposed for sleeping with another guy and I don't even want to talk about it. Just know, my so called best friend and I are no longer on good terms. But we aren't enemies either.

"D-Do you still love me?" I asked, a little hope lingering in my voice.

But it didn't last long.

"Nope. I got over you years ago." Jungkook replied. I nodded my head, cussing at myself for thinking for one second that he still loved me.

Why did I care though?

"Good to know."

"Remember when we were little we used to shower together?" Jungkook brought up and I cringed.

"Don't even remind me." I sighed.

He laughed and ran his fingers through his hair. "I'm letting you off work a little later past six."

Ugh, why?

"What? Why?" I groaned.

"Because you still have a shit ton of paper work to do and I'm hungry, so you will treat me." he explained.

"But why am I the one that has to treat you to a meal? Don't you have your own money? Treat yourself." I glared at him.

"Because I'm your boss and you do as I say, or else." he smirked.

"Or else what, huh?" I retorted, crossing my arms at the childish boy in front of me.

"You will be punished." he threatened.

"Is this supposed to be some kinky shit?"

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l can't believe where I'm at right now. I was forced out due to my boss. I could have been watching dramas right now but no, I have to assist him.

"Hurry up and eat." I impatiently said, looking at my watch every few minutes.

"Why?" he asked, cutting through his steak.

"Because I have better things to do than to be here with you." I admitted, looking away.

I miss my grandpa so much right now. I wish I could go home and see him. But I'm stuck here with satan himself.

"Like what? As far as I can remember, the only friends you had were me and-"

I glared at him. "Don't mention her name."

".....Sujin...." he finished.

I punched him in the chest and quietly yelled at him. "Yah, what did I just say?"

"Oh, Soyeon, when are you going to realize that I'm the boss? You are the assistant so therefore, you have to obey me and abide by my rules. If you disobey me, I'll have no choice to punish you and no, I'm not going to tell you what the punishment is so stop staring at me like that." he rolled his eyes.

One thing left me puzzled. "So... about earlier... w-what was all of that?"

"As I said, Kim Soyeon, you are mine and only mine. No explanation needed." he heavily sighed, eating his food.

I slammed my knife onto the table, drawing attention onto myself. And Jungkook looked at me, shocked.

I've just about had it with him and his behavior. Why was he acting this way towards me? Why did he ask me if I still love him?

Do I still love him?

"I am not an object, Jungkook." I said, feeling flustered after what just happened.

He dropped his utensils onto the table and locked his hand with mine, moving me closer to him. "So you're telling me after everything we've been through, that you don't still care for me deep down?"

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a/n: my wattpad is weird as shit rn or maybe it's the wifi?? i can't like even add a picture (i wanted to add them) and COMMENT ur thoughts and what u think will happen