Explain yourself before you wreck yourself

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Carlos Started to Explain himself after he was caught by Jason. With the tears and his voice cracking you really can't hear what he was saying.

"The boy you saw me with he thinks I'm loyal to him. I pretended to be his boyfriend for a while before I saw you again. I really really care about you Jason which is why I started avoiding getting caught and you would think I'm cheating but I'm not." Jason cut him off.

"Sounds like you cheated on him."

"Let me finish. Anyways he's from the other pack and since we needed a plan... I'm the mole to them. I find out how they're going to attack us if they're going to attack us and when they're going to attack us. I get this team ready while fighting on their side just so I'm not raising any suspension. I'm doing this for the team." Carlos finished his explanation and sighed clearing his throat for room to talk through the tears.

"I don't like it," Jason said while crossing his arms and leaned more on his left side. He then took his right sleeve and wiped his tears.

"You don't have to like it, Jace, you just have to bear it," Carlos said while squishing his eyes and face with his hands to get rid of all the tears.

"I don't like sharing you." Jason huffed.

"It's just till we win our battle and war." Carlos pleaded to touch Jason's wrapped arms.

"Then let's get going with this war. I want you and only you with no side piece." Jason said holding his hands on his head. "I need to go lie down and think. Come get me in 15 minutes and talk to me with everything you know. I mean everything." Jason said sternly.

Jason swatted Carlos's arms and walked away rudely.

15 minutes later Carlos walked over to Jason to comfort him. He laid his head on Jason's shoulder. "I'm sorry," Carlos said in an attempt to please Jason. Jason looked over to Carlos and they looked away. "I didn't want you to find out like this." Jason continued his silence. "I was going to tell you but I didn't know how to and I was going to tell you after this was all over. Look you don't have to say anything to me or even accept my apology. If you really don't want to be with me then ill understand and ill back off. Just know I love you, I'm also not leaving, and I am not giving up on you." Carlos wrapped his hands around Jason. Beginning to cry because he really didn't want him to leave.

"I'm not leaving you. You were honest from the beginning and didn't try to lie to me so I'm not going anywhere unless I find out you didn't tell me everything or you lied to me." Jason started to hug Carlos turning it into a cuddle. "Just promise me that you'll tell me everything even if I won't like it."

"Mmhmm" Carlos shook his head in agreement. "If that's the case you won't like this then."

"What?"

"I had sex with him."

"Are you for real?" Jason put his hands on his head in disbelief.

"If it makes you feel better yours is bigger."

"Well, I guess that's a win." The boys both started having a nervous chuckle.

"Yes, I promise I'll tell you everything, babe. Right, I can call you that?"

Jason chuckled "yes you can call me that." Jason kissed Carlos to signal him he's in the clear. "So what's the plan so I can kill this asshole?"

Carlos laughed. "Awe overprotective much"

"Yup," Jason agreed while cracking his knuckles.

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