[completed] Yeosang has to come to terms with the fact that his life is no fairytale, not even a romantic novel - just another short story, fighting to stay above water in the bottomless ocean of so many others'. And in that ocean, he will have to r...
A/N:This chapter is kinda m-rated, but not quite enough for me to actually put it in the title. So yeah... Now you've been "warned" lol.
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"Lucas, I..."
Everything around him fades away, and the only thing he hears is his own heartbeat - and the only thing he sees is Lucas' brown eyes. The soft touch alone is more than enough for Yeosang to fall right back into the arms of the older, but suddenly reality hits him.
The two of them had been so close to making it together, but they didn't - and they wouldn't a second time around either. Yeosang slowly pulls away, with an apologetic smile hesitantly showing on his face.
"Lucas, I'm sorry..." his voice is a whisper, and he quickly turns to stare at the tiles under his feet again. "Believe me, I would die for another night with you, I really would... But... We can't... We shouldn't..."
Lucas nods, and he scoots away to show he respects Yeosang's choice. Everything is slowly starting to return to normal in Yeosang's head, the sounds from the party inside the building is running through his ears, and he wonders what San is doing right now - and how he gets out of the awkward situation this suddenly has turned into.
"Well... It's a little awkward now, isn't it?" Lucas softly chuckles, just as Yeosang thinks the thought himself.
They look at each other, and both start laughed at the same time. Lucas then pats Yeosang on the thigh, and with a wink he stands up.
"Let's go inside again?" he then says, nodding his head towards the doors.
With his head feeling rather dizzy, Yeosang follows the older, while trying to stay as calm and collected as possible - if the dizziness is caused by alcohol starting to really kick in, or the fact that he almost kissed his ex, is a bit unclear to him.
"Ah, there you are!" Jun calls out, just as they return to the table.
The fashion designer is sitting next to San with his arm around him, while San is leaning across the table, almost lying on top of it - hands covering his face.
"I think San has had a bit too much to drink," Jun nervously chuckles, gently stroking San's back.
San just mumbles some gibberish, while trying to sit back up on his chair. His blonde hair is messed up, and he seems to have problems keeping his eyes open, as he sways from side to side.
"San? Are you okay?" Yeosang asks, squatting down next to San's chair. "Let's get you home."
Uncoordinated arm gestures and some drunken mumbling comes from San, but he eventually attempts to get up on his feet. Yeosang puts his arm around the younger, and gives him support to his jelly-like body while they slowly walk towards the doors. Both Jun and Lucas follow, trying their best to help as well. Lucas offers to have his driver get Yeosang and San home safely, but Yeosang politely declines, saying they will just get a cab.
