Lately i just been having this parasite eating me up inside
just wont let me live let me be alive
cant stand the feeling of being trapped
hmm now i understand the concept of "being buried alive by your thoughts"
this feeling is unbearable cant stop suffering
cry for help with the story of pain in my eyes
while i walk around the streets with a robotic smile on my face
ever seen someone smile so hard to the point it looks like their face is about to fall apart?
they say black don't crack
but i feel like every layer of black has cracked for me
the layers on depression peels and the color black gets only more darker more eerie
my darkness is the canvas and no matter
what bright colors i throw on it the darkness overwhelms the bright colors and hides its beauty
i try to be this role model i try to be this fearless leader
but with this roller coaster ride of emotions will not let me be determined to defeat my inner demons
hmm i can see the devil smirking in the darkness distanced but visble enough for me to see him and have the hairs on my body stand
having his long fingers touch my body and control my every move from how i walk to how i talk
possession depression suppression all feels the same to me
i open my mouth to scream but nothing comes out
i clutch on to my chest
my aching heart like an attack is about to happen
cant shake this feeling cant shake it
just want it to stop but it is a part of me
this thing that i am speaking about is called
"Anxiety!"
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Anxiety
PoetryThis poem is about the one thing that i struggle with other than depression... anxiety it is something that i have been dealing with since i was 13 and it has only gotten harder to deal with since i got older but little by little i am getting by! wr...
