I hadn't realized I fell asleep in my car until I hear knocking on my window. I look up and see Ethan standing there looking a bit concerned. I turn my car off and start to get out. "You okay?" "Yeah I'm just really tired that's all. Today took more out of me than I expected." "Well taking care of four kids plus yourself when you aren't 100 percent can take a lot out of you. Come on. Let's get you upstairs." I grab Ethan's hand and follow him to my front door. I hand him my keys to open the door and he takes them. After going inside and shutting the door we pause in the front hallway. "Ethan?" I whisper. "Yes baby?" Ethan whispers back "what if we aren't alone in here?" "I'm sure we are but just to be safe you stay right here and I'll check the place out. Then we can head to bed okay?" I nod my head. Ethan starts to walk away but my hand is still attached to his. "Baby" he chuckles "you have to let go of my hand" "my bad" I let go of his hand and lean up against one of the walls while he wanders around checking all the rooms. "It looks fine to me babe." "Okay." "You ready for bed then?" "Yeah" "okay. Do you want me to stay with you?" "Yes please." "Alright. I'll be on the couch if you need me" "mmm some cuddles are definitely needed sir" "then cuddles are what my baby is going to get" Ethan smiles and follows behind to my room. I turn around abruptly when we reach my doorway "I have to change" "okay. I'll be right here" "okay" I shut my door and change my clothes quickly into something comfortable and then open my door back up letting Ethan in. We both settle into the bed and I lay my head on Ethan's shoulder. "I really appreciate you spending the last couple of days with me. You didn't have to come when I called. Or even answer" "but I did. Because I want you to know that you'll always have me to lean back on. Thank YOU for calling me. I like knowing that I'm your first call if something doesn't feel safe." "Well I certainly feel a lot more safe now than I did an hour ago" I lazily smile. Ethan turns his head to face mine. "You're cute you know that?" I lean up and kiss him. Ethan kisses back and pulls me up so that I'm straddling him while we're kissing. We start making out and it gets intense. We both sit up and Ethan removes his shirt. I grab his face and kiss him more intensely than we were. I can feel him going to remove my shirt and he gets it mostly off just he has to get it over my head. I stop kissing him for a moment and look at him. I finish removing my shirt. "Are we really-?" "If you want to? We don't have to." I go back to kissing him. Ethan flips us over so now we're both laying and I'm on my back. "Are you sure you want to do this? I don't want to do anything you aren't comfortable with yet" "Ethan, you wouldn't be here right now if I didn't want this" he kisses me once more before he starts kissing down my body and removes my shorts and underwear. I gasp when the cold air hits me. Ethan looks up at me before he fully heads down there. I start to moan a little bit when he starts playing with my clit and inserts his fingers. First it's two, then it's three. I gasp when he puts the third one in. I look down at Ethan and he looks up at me. "Etha- Ethan- Ethan" "I love the way you say my name like that baby. Keep doing it" "Ethan" he pauses for a second and I take that moment to breath properly. He removes his own pants and boxers and he looks up at me. "You're sure?" "I'm sure. Just do it Ethan. You can't leave me like this. Please don't leave me like this" Ethan comes back up and starts kissing and biting my neck. I can feel him hovering above me hesitant to enter. He bites down on my neck surely leaving a hickie and that's when he does it. I gasp really loudly and moan a little bit. "Let me know if I'm hurting you. We can go as fast or slow as you want" I nod my head. He sits still for a moment making sure I'm okay before he starts moving. Once we find our rhythm I become a moaning mess. When I heard the rumors about Ethan being good in bed I never saw myself being one of the girls getting to experience it. Wait. I remember some more about him! "Ethan!" "Yes baby?" "I remember something!" Ethan stops. "You do?" "Yeah!" "What do you remember?" Ethan seems fully more invested in me remembering now than he did in what we're in the middle of doing. "I don't know if I should say it or not" I chuckle "you know you can tell me" "yeah but I don't know if it's entirely the most appropriate moment for it. I mean, we're kind of in the middle of something aren't we?" I giggle and Ethan chuckles "yeah we are kinda busy aren't we?" "Just a little bit" "but now I'm distracted so-" "I kinda ruined the moment huh?" "Lil bit" "I'm sorry" "no no don't be sorry you getting your memory back is important." "True. It kinda seems silly that I had to remember it in the moment I did though" Ethan removes himself from me and we both sit up in my bed facing each other. "So what did you remember?" "Well I mean, it- it's gunna sound bad but I promise it's not I just never figure it's be me." Ethan looks at me like he's really intrigued but also really confused. "I just remembered that there was rumors going around saying that you're good in bed." Ethan's face becomes blank. "Do you remember who said it?" "To be honest with you, no. I do not. But I know I never thought anything of it because, well, even though I had a crush on you for really, the longest time, I kinda resented you for 'stealing' my best friend and kind of forcing me to get new ones. Not that I don't love my current best friends, or you-" my eyes grow big realizing what I just said. "wait I don't love you, well I mean I don't know if I do yet or not-" Ethan puts his finger up to my lips. "Stop rambling. I love you too." He smiles and I look at him softly. "Baby I really do love you and I know we haven't been talking for that long and also that you don't remember much of it but I swear to gOD, you're one of the best things that has entered my life. So even if it's something bad that you remember about me just tell me about it. I probably won't always take it the right way but I don't want to lose you. So I'll do whatever it takes to keep you. I promise." I start tearing up. "I love you so much Ethan" I scoot closer to him and kiss him "I love you too baby"
