"Dont handle it alone"

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Nobody's POV:-
Shinsou didn't get enough sleep and yesterday was kinda harsh on him, he opened his tired eyes and looked at the time "5am" Shinsou mumbled to himself and got up to drink water.

When he walked to the living room he saw aizawa sitting drinking coffee with his hair tied "you didn't sleep?" Aizawa said looking at the tired boy "I couldn't sleep..and yesterday was.." Shinsou said not continue his sentence, aizawa pointed next to him "come, sit." He said.

Shinsou walked and sat on the corner of the couch far from the hero, it was awkward and silent at first "what would you like for breakfast?" Aizawa asked, shinsou wasn't really hungry at the moment "oh- I'm not hungry." He said, aizawa stared at the tired boy and raised one eyebrow, shinsou immediately gets what he mean "really. I'm not." Shinsou wasn't exactly lying he didn't feel like eating.

"If you say so." Aizawa said drinking his coffee, the little boy stared at the hero for a long time that the hero noticed "is there something wrong?" The hero asked, shinsou snapped from his thoughts "uh- I..should I go get ready for school?" He spoke, aizawa placed the coffee on the table "you're still injured, you can stay home today." Aizawa answered "oh and.." he continued "you don't have to answer but, how did your mom really die..?" Aizawa asked the kid not wanting to put any pressure on him and not forcing.

"What do you mean by 'really' ?" Shinsou asked looking at his teacher "you weren't telling the truth about her dying from an accident, right?" Aizawa said focusing his eyes on shinsou, the boy eyes widen 'huh? H-how did he notice..' Shinsou thought to himself surprised but not showing it.

It was silent, shinsou was shock, his teacher really do understand him, should he tell him the truth? Should he let all his thoughts out?

"I..." Shinsou mumbled hiding his face with his hands, aizawa frowns at his student "you're right...it wasn't an accident.." Shinsou said taking a deep breath, aizawa patted his shoulder "wanna talk about it?" he then asked with a soft voice.

Yes, this is my chance to let it out, I can finally feel free from all this heavy wight of thought, shinsou had hops that it's the best to tell his teacher "I-" Shinsou got cut off from a scream coming out of aizawa's bedroom.

Shinsou and his teacher looked at each other then the bedroom door, aizawa ran to see what happened, shinsou looked at his teacher standing in front of the bedroom with annoyed look on his face.

The boy walked to his teacher "KILL IT KILL IT OH MY GOD ITS SO BIG AHH!!" Hizashi was screaming at a bug...

At a literally bug.

Shinsou looked at hizashi trying to hold his laugh in, he then looked at aizawa his face looked so dead like he was about to kill someone, shinsou then laughed loudly which made hizashi and his teacher look at him confused.

Then they both smiled from seeing Their student laugh. Sadly this didn't continue as the bug decided to jump on hizashi making him scream like a lady.

Aizawa walked in with a cup and putted the bug in it with a paper, he then walked to the window and opened it so the bug can leave "you scared me to death." Aizawa said to hizashi "thats exactly what the bug did to me." Hizashi replied.

"Go ahead and get ready, I'll be waiting outside." Aizawa said walking out of the room glancing at shinsou "we will be back at 8pm, if you're hungry there's food at the table." Aizawa said "thanks." Shinsou said smiling slightly

TW?.........

After the two teacher left the house shinsou was sitting on the couch watching tv, his thought didn't make him focus.
Useless.
"I'll be back."
Villain.
They probably don't even care about you.
You should just die.
Nobody's want you.
Can you name someone who loves you?
No? I thought so.
Shinsou tried to stop his thoughts but couldn't, being alone really doesn't help. He got off the couch and started to walk around maybe it would help?
Die
Cut
Hurt
Pain
Blood
"Can't I cant I cant I cant!" Shinsou sat on the floor sliding his legs close to his chest trying to calm down.
"Can't, I cant cut I am at aizawa's house."
"Calm down shinsou it's alright"
"I can do this"
Shinsou tried to many things to stop these thought but none worked, Shinsou looked around the house just to find something the made this worst.

A knife!

Shinsou walked over to the kitchen and grabbed the knife, he couldn't hold himself back he knew he would regret it later but still couldn't stop, he walked to the bathroom and closed the door even tho there's no one home but obviously doesn't want to leave any blood.

He sat on the floor showing his pare wrist and start cutting non-stop, the thought while hes cutting are getting worst, he didn't know what to do or how to stop.

(After 10 minutes)

Shinsou was on the couch feeling tired, he looked at the wall for couple of minutes with his mind empty and slept.
(8pm)
Aizawa and hizashi walked in "UGHH I'm so tired!" Hizashi said half screaming "shhh, shinsou sleeping." Aizawa said putting his finger on hizashi mouth to shut him, he then walked to shinsou and covers him with a blanket.

Its boring I know I know, just you wait I still got a lot of ideas to this story! And yes I will continue it but still don't know if it should have a happy ending or a SAD one 💀💅

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