Little Things

Chapter 8: Save You Tonight

JAY'S POV

"WHAT?! NO DOCTOR PLEASE NO"

"FUCK ARGHHH"

I was jolted out of my thoughts by the shouting of Harry, Louis and Gem.

6 hours passed.

Yet no news.

And now they're shouting.

Why?

I got off the floor and dragged myself towards them.

"Isha?..." I choked out.

"I'm sorry Ms. We didn't..... we didn't manage to save her. Her heart just failed after the attack"

We didn't manage to save her.

Didn't manage to save her

Save her.

"Wha....what? Isha.....?"

My eyes begged the doctor to tell him this was all a lie.

This is a dream right?

I'm gonna wake up now right?!

No.

The words rang in my head several times before it finally set it.

No.

I stared right back again at the doctor and he walked away.

Like how my daughter just walked away from me.

My four year old daughter.

And she's not coming back.

My mind just went....blank.

I couldn't register anything.

I stood there as I watched the earth crumble before me.

Then it started.

My lips started quivering and the hiccups started.

My breathing got heavy as I let the tears fall.

"Isha?! What?! No.... ISHA!" I cried as I buried my hands in my hair.

I really felt like pulling my hair out.

All I could think about is... Isha.

I screamed my lungs out as the fat tears dropped from my eyes.

My daughter is gone.

She left me.

I killed her.

I shouldn't have left her in the first place.

I want her back.

My daughter.

And for the second time that day I collapsed to the floor.

"NO ISHA COME BACK!"

Harry pulled me into his shoulder and we just sat there.

In each other's arms. Crying.

I didn't bother holding back my screams.

I didn't bother trying to control myself.

Because god didn't bother when he took my daughter away.

We just lost our daughter.

Our beautiful daughter.

I didn't even hear her last words.

I didn't even know what her last words were.

Because today, on the 6 of November 2012. Is the day my daughter left me.