Little Things

Chapter 15: Was I Out Of Mind

JAY'S POV

"Uh......... No one. I just uh... let's just go"

"Yeah... Sure. Come on then"

He got out and helped me pull my chair out. I stood up, put on my jacket and walked out of the coffee shop with Harry behind me.

"Uh..... Which way is it?" I questioned.

It was much darker right now then earlier and I really couldn't make out where I came from.

"I think it's here"

"You think?!" I exclaimed.

"Yeah... I don't know I forgot."

Argh.

"Come on then" I groaned. I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the right side.

We walked for a few and I didn't realize I was holding his hand until he decided to cough and make it all awkward.

"Sorry" I pulled my hand away and tucked them into the pockets of my coat.

Just crown me the queen of awkward already.

"So........" Harry started.

"So... You and El huh?"

"What?"

"I mean.. You like her?"

"Uh.... No?"

"By the way Harry, remember I said I needed to talk to you?"

"Oh yeah. Right"

"That day.... When Lou asked me to be his girlfriend, you were there. You stopped him from kissing me. Why?"

"I didn't mean to. Jai-"

"I'm not stupid Harry" I chuckled.

"Stop"

"What?"

He pulled my hand which made me stop walking.

"Harry?" I stared into his green orbs. Even in the dark, they were really visible.

"Don't do this to me"

"What?"

"You're hurting me"

"Harry what are on about?"

He pushed me against the wall and put his arms on either side of me.

My heartbeat increased and my palms become really sweaty. I put my hands on his chest.

What the fuck?!

Did someone spike his coffee earlier or something?!

God.

"Harry what-"

" I love you"

What.

No.

No way.

Tears just fell from my eyes as I stared right back into his.

Why am I even crying.

"Harry-"

"Shhh. Baby you don't have to say anything. Just....-" he leaned in and I closed my eyes.

This is wrong.

Then I felt it.

His moist and soft lips came in contact with mine.

His lips moved against mine but I just kept still.

I'm in total shock.

Everything in my head is just rushing by like oh my god.

He pulled away and stared right back at me.

"Kiss me. Please" he begged. Although it came out more like a growl which brought out the inner devil in me.

I grabbed his head and pulled it towards mine.

Then our lips moved in sync.

It was like. Washing machine syndrome.

His tongue begged for entry and I let him. I didn't even bother fighting for dominance because by now, you should know that he always wins.

Then it snapped.

This is Harry..

I pushed him away and widened my eyes at him.

The hurt which was scribbled all across his face, just broke me..

"I can't...Harry."

"Why?"

"Louis...I just can't"

"You don't love him!" He raised his voice at me.

"I can't do this to him Harry!" I yelled back and stomped away from him. The tour bus was already in sight, so I quickened my pace.

"We can do this Jay!" He jogged up and walked beside me. I felt his eyes burn a hole at the side of my face.

"There is no 'we' to begin with"

"Jay don't do this please"

"I'm sorry Harry. I can't" I stopped and looked at him. His eyes were glistening with tears.

Shit.

"I.... I'm sorry" was the last thing I said before I ran up to the tour bus.

Now it's time for another phase of drama.

Jesus.

My life can be made into a movie.

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