Little Things

Chapter 16: Over Again

JAY'S POV

"Jay!"

"Oh hey Liam"

"Where did you go? And Harry?"

"I'm here" A voice came from behind me.

"Uh...Liam why are you all dressed up?"

"We have the party to go for remember? Come on we're leaving soon! Harry, you too"

I sauntered my way to my bunk and grabbed a black cocktail one shoulder dress. I made my way to the common toilet and changed into the dress. I washed the make up off and applied a thin layer of powder before putting on eyeliner and a tad bit of red lipstick.

I walked out when a figure thought it was nice to bump into me. I was thrown to the side where my head hit the upper bunk.

"Fuck!" The pain was throbbing, it was terrible.

He just walked away!

"I would at least expect a sorry" I muttered.

"You deserved it" he muttered back.

Attitude or what?!

"Lou-"

"Mummy!"

"Hey baby!"

I carried him up and threw him in the air before catching him again. His laughter brought a smile to my face as I looked as his cheery face.

"Now you be a good boy ok? Have an early night and mummy will be home soon. Don't trouble El too much ok baby?" I informed him as I gave him back to El.

"Just give me a call if you need anything. I'll see you soon" I told El as I put on a pair of black wedges and walked to the lounge where everyone, including Harry was already sat.

"Took you long enough"

"Louis just stop it ok?"

He stood up and walked out of the tour bus.

The rest followed suit and Zayn have me an apologetic look.

The club was just a few blocks away and the bus wasn't allowed to go near there, so we had I walk.

It was painful.

The cold I mean.

I trudged behind while the rest indulged in small talk until the screaming of teenage girls filled my ears.

Oh Jesus Christ I should have brought muffles.

"Guys we're going in from the back. It's too crazy at the front" Preston informed us.

We were led to the back and as soon as I stepped foot in the club, a hand pulled me back out again.

"What the fuck Lou?!"

"I need to talk to you"

I rolled my eyes at him as he pulled me to the corner, away from the club.

He leaned me against the wall as he took a step back and looked around.

"Well?" I started.

"Why are you acting like this?"

"You called me a bitch. So I figured I'll live up to my name" I stated bluntly.

"Stop it Jay. You're behaving as though you're an angel who did nothing wrong"

"I didn't say that"

"I didn't say you said it. I said you're acting like it"

I rolled my eyes and turned my head away from him.

"You hurt me Jay. I really love you with all my heart. I would forget the world just to be right beside you. But.... You just shattered me"

"I didn't mean to" I turned to him.

"But you did it, didn't you?"

"And I'm sorry"

"A word if overused, loses its meaning"

"Then what do you want me to do?" I questioned.

"We can start all over again. Just forget that you- I meant this happened and just- let's just be together again"

How do I tell him that I don't love him?!

He just doesn't seem to understand.

"Lou I-"

"Please"

"Fine"

"Can I kiss you?"

"No"

"Jayyyyyyyy"

Such a baby.

"Fin-" I wasn't even able to complete my sentence when his lips crashed onto mine.

Honestly, this kiss feels even more wrong than my kiss with Harry earlier.

I pulled away and gave him a small smile.

"Shall we?" He held out his hand for me to take.

"Yeah." I ignored his hand and walked towards the door.

"You're supposed to hold my hand you muppet!" He grabbed my hand and we walked towards the club. Hand in hand.

How do I face Harry now.