Swallowed pain and horrific experiences, the young girl battles with never knowing where she is or what she's done the young Kim Jaeun feels life getting increasingly harder as she slips into the depths of numerous mental health illnesses.
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I- i . I just started crying I knew I was suffering but no words could explain how I felt .
Kim psychiatric association
I stepped in nervously looking around my surroundings. Until a elderly woman came over to me .
" Hi darling , have you got an appointment today ?" She asked kindly.
"Y-yes Kim Jaeun." I said
" That's fine Dr Kim is waiting for you. " she started pointing at an office that was straightforward. I started making my way there as I started controlling my breathing as I got nervous . I could've just quickly ran out that door but I convinced myself to continue walking.
I was met by a big white door that towered over me I reached for the door handle. The door clicked and I was met with someone's back to me . He was Farley tall , thin build and he was dressed in a white coat .
The office was decorated quite comfortably it completely didn't feel like a doctors office which was filled with basic colours and doctors equipment.
This felt like I just walked into someone's living room. My pulse started to beat normally again as the aura of the room eased of my stress.
The man turned around as soon as he noticed me he smiled warmly at me . I returned it with a rather awkward face trying to return it .
" Are you Kim Jaeun ? " he asked as he made his way to a desk . " Yes that's me ." I said my head looking at the floor .
"I'm Dr Kim Seokjin . " he said and reached his hand out gesturing for a hand shake. I quickly wiped my sweaty palms on my skirt . I shake his hand .
" So Jaehoon tell me what you like. I was surprised that he asked that question . Thinking "u-ummmm I enjoy painting and writing.
" Oh really , what do you like writing . I like writing small novels and I think writing just eases of my pain some times . I also try to write an entry in my journal everyday . "
"So how long have you been writing an entry in a journal? I started counting I would say about 7 years . I was introduced to this concept when I was quite young ." He nodded.
"Jaeun can you promise next week you bring these journals in please ?" He asked and I nodded .
Next week
" Hi Jaeun." He said . I was too busy panting as I came in with a whole box of my journals there was at least 15 journals in there . I sat down and we eventually started to read them while eating some chocolate.
Dr Kim POV
2011 , 3 rd April
Oppa came over again. As I was studying the door had clicked and he had appeared. Today was my 13th birthday and he promised to celebrate it with me . He was now 21 .
